𝘐𝘯 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘕𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘖𝘧 𝘓𝘰𝘷𝘦.

ʙʟɪɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴅɪꜰꜰᴇʀᴇɴᴄᴇ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ʀɪɢʜᴛꜱ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡʀᴏɴɢꜱ.

A/N: Shit I'm so sorry! I forgot to put warning ⚠️ Mention of Self-Harm ⚠️ I'll put a sign just in case you are uncomfortable, I'm Sorry I completely forgot about it!!!

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Slumped into the sheets, as morning sun soaked the room with pale sunlight with yet another tomorrow that Taehyung hoped never came. Oh how badly he wishes that someday when the vampire falls asleep, he hopes that whoever rules over them breaks the curse and that he never wakes up.

With a soft knock which has become a new everyday thing, Tae just hums as Daejun steps inside.

"Hey Hyung? Oh no! " He jumps at his place and dashes towards the windows shutting the curtains close.

"Daejun-ah, I ain't that old- I mean yeah I'm far too old for your good but I don't burn in the sun. "

"Sorry Hyung! I keep on forgetting because yesterday we had a sleepover with Yoongi Hyung and I burnt him. " The younger awkwardly scratched his hair, head tilted to the sides embarrassed.

"Burn? " Tae scoffs, "You literally roasted him to crisps. " He finally laughed remembering yesterday. It's been 3 days since the visit at the cemetery. For Jimin and Yoongi, it's a habit to always have a 2 day sleep over after the Cemetery Day every year.

Yesterday it was one of those days and all the 4 had slept together and crumbled on the king sized bed all rolling over each other. And Daejun had completely forgotten about Yoongi's sun allergy causing the big bright sun to burn the oldest black and blue all while cuddling Taehyung.

Loud laughs filled the empty house, voice echoing in every corner of the room. Jun watched the handsome blond in daze, it was his first time. Yes, definitely his first time watching Taehyung laugh so heartily over a sad but such a silly thing.

"You are so beautiful.. " Dazed and lost, the younger uttered unconsciously loud making Tae pause to look at him. The crinkling crescents turned into wide doe crystals in a mere instant.

"Is that so? " Taehyung giggled like a girl, his feet finally touching the ground as he stood up to walk towards Daejun. Ruffling the hair into a messy pile, the older laughed again, "Thanks Junnie. " And went off towards the bathroom.

Frozen on his spot, Daejun stared at the curtains in front. Did he just get a nickname from the Kim Taehyung?!

Inside the bathroom locked into it, Taehyung stared at the blank wall. The place where the mirror should be hanging is bare of anything but concrete and bricks filled with plaster reflecting nothing.

Closing his eyes, Tae traces the lining of his face. From shoulders to the tip of his nose all down to the curves of the chin, moving forward to the cold pale cheeks and the ears. His finger tips dancing over so gently as if even the slightest pressure might disfigure the art making it uselessly flawed.

"Beautiful? " A bitter chuckle passes the vampire's lips. "If I were to turn back time, I'd like to return to the moment when people despised me for everything.. "

⚠️ Mention of Self-Harm ⚠️

The water splashed over the features once and once again until Taehyung's nails pierced through his skin as black blood started oozing from it.

⚠️ Mention of Self-Harm ⚠️

"Why did I get to have a chance to live? "

No sooner did the nails dig through the skin, the flesh healed right the very next moment. Skin just as pale and whiter like before, his hands looked so lifeless and so did his body. He wonders how does his face look like?