My Generous Gangster [Wangxian Omegaverse FF]

Twenty Six

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In Jingshi
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Wei Wuxian is lying on the bed. He is unconscious. Lan WangJi is sitting next to Wei Wuxian, holding his hand. It's been fifteen minutes since Wei Wuxian is unconcious.

Lan WangJi rubs Wei Wuxian's hand between his own hands. He looks at Wei Wuxian's face. Lan WangJi's eyes are filled with guilt.

"Wei Ying!", Lan Wangji says.

Wei Wuxian did not respond. He was still unconscious. Lan WangJi let go of Wei Wuxian's hands and held his legs. He started rubbing Wei Wuxian's legs for five minutes.

Lan Wangji gets up from bed and heads to the kitchen to make breakfast. Once he enters the kitchen, Lan WangJi prepares all of Wei Wuxian's favorite dishes. It's really weird that first he hurt him with his words and then he took care of him like nothing happened.

In the room, Wei Wuxian regains consciousness. He holds his head and remembers everything. He puts his hand on his chest and he starts crying silently. Wei Wuxian covers himself with a blanket and cries inside. He is so sad. He is so unhappy and frustrated with his life. He doesn't want to live anymore.

Forty-five minutes later, Lan Wangji entered the room carrying a breakfast tray. He saw Wei Wuxian under the blanket. He heard Wei Wuxian's sobs.

Lan Wangji's hands were shaking. He slowly walked towards Wei Wuxian with the tray of food. Lan Wangji put the tray of food on a nearby table and sat down next to Wei Wuxian.

Lan Wangji reaches out his hand towards the blanket but he cannot muster up the courage to remove it from Wei Wuxian's face.

Wei Wuxian deduces that Lan Wangji is in the room because of his pheromones.

"Leave me alone. I don't want to see your face." Wei Wuxian shouts.

Lan Wangji clears his throat. He grabs the blanket and tries to pull it away but Wei Wuxian's grip on the blanket is too strong.

"I said leave me alone. I don't want to see your face. You're selfish and mean. I don't love you... leave me alone.", Wei Wuxian says.

Now Wei Wuxian starts crying badly. He starts sobbing while crying.

"He can't hate me!", Lan Wangji thinks as he feels a pain in his chest. He feels suffocated by Wei Wuxian's every move.

"Go!", Wei Wuxian said.

"Get up.", Lan Wangji said in a calm voice.

Wei Wuxian didn't respond. He wiped his tears. He tried so hard not to cry. Wei Wuxian somehow managed to hold back his crying, but he didn't pull his head out of the blanket.

"Wei Ying!", Lan Wangji says.

"Don't call me Wei Ying! I'm not Wei Ying to you! I'm just Wuxian to you. Hanguang-jun!", Wei Wuxian yells.

Lan Wangji is startled. He pulls the blanket off Wei Wuxian's head. He can now see Wei Wuxian's messy face. Wei Wuxian's face is red and his eyes and cheeks are wet from crying. His hair is all tangled up in a mess.

“Wei Ying!”, Lan Wangji says.

“Stop calling me Wei Ying! I said stop. I don’t love you. Get out of my sight. You don’t deserve me. I hate you! I hate you! I HATE YOU!!!", Wei Wuxian yells.

Lan Wangji lowers his head.

"You hate me?", Lan Wangji mumbles.

“I hate you… Leave me alone! You always hurt me… You never even try to understand my feelings. You don’t care about the other person’s feelings! I don’t know how many people you’ve spent your nights with, so it’s normal for you to sleep with me! You’ve made me dirty.”, Wei WuXian says in frustration.