Fated by Betrayal

Mourning the Loss

Jungkook's POV

It's all your Fault, you hurt her, She was in stress because of you.

A voice in my head screams at me, Making me suffocate in my own guilt and Regret.

Swallowing the Burn behind my Eyes, I approach the bed slowly, Elsa is Turned to her side now and looking outside the window, her empty gaze is Haunting me, She doesn't cry once after I lay her on the bed, not when I call her, not when Mrs.lee told her about miscarriage and Not Now.

Slowly pulling the Cover over her body, I sit beside her on the Bed.

"I am so sorry" I whisper lightly, not knowing what else to say.

"It's not your fault and..." She pauses and adds "Not that I wanted it anyway" She said firmly making my heart squeeze, I know she is just trying to convince herself, but I can feel it in her Tone that she is hurt...deeply.

Before I can speak anything else she again says.

"I want to be alone"

I nod even if She can't see me and Lean in to Kiss Her Cheeks before Leaving the Room and Closing it behind me.

I slid down on the Door, not able to leave her alone.

I close my eyes and try to think the Scenario where I didn't hurt her, where She is happy and telling me that She is Pregnant, but that Memory only bring more Pain in my chest and Remind me the Loss we have Just Face.

I sit there for what seems like hours, lost in thought, before my Eyes give up and I drift into Sleep.

Elsa's POV

It's been Two days since I lost the Baby I never knew existed and that thought is enough to Break something inside my heart.

That Night in the Club, When Jungkook told me he is Not using the Condom, It never came in my Mind that I am not on any Pills or something, maybe I was Sacred to break the moment or Scared of what I was going to do with him, but It just never came in my mind.

And when I left the Club, I was not in the right state of my Mind to take any Plan B, I immediately met Lucas, then went Hospital, in all those mess, I just Forgot.

Pregnancy is Something, I never expected, Not that I had any Symptoms like Vomiting and Dizziness people usually have, I was Fine until my stomach started Hurting and Rest is the History.

I close my Eyes and Inhale deeply, I can't even Bring myself to cry, there is so many thoughts in my mind, I don't know About what I should cry first.

Jungkook tries to talk to me So many times, but I ignore him saying I want to be alone, I didn't want to talk about it, I wasn't ready, I didn't know How to face him, but I let myself ask him about that Night in kitchen, He hesitated but answer that it was just a Act which made me Push him away more but today, Today I am feeling that I am going to Break down, I really want him to hold me.

Sitting on the Chair in the Backyard, I find myself Surrounded by a few guards, they are always there, Protecting me from-I don't know what, I clutch the Woolen Shawl tightly as Cold breeze Touch my Body and again Close my eyes.

"Sunshine" His deep and Concern voice Greet me before I open my eyes, He is standing few feet away from me, he is wearing a Casual Jogger and a Hoodie, He isn't wearing his piercing, James told me that he is working from his Office from the last two days, His eyes are looking tired and Face has lost the usual Glow.

"Hold me, Please" I Whisper, His eyes brighten but can't Hide the pain in them before he Step forward and Scoops me into his Arm, He Sit on the Chair and Bring me on his Lap as I sit Sideways.

I Bury my Face in the Crook of his Neck and Inhale sharply. His Musk and Body Scent feels like home and soothing balm on my Shattered heart.

He gestures his Guard to leave as His fingers lightly Massage my Scalp providing a Sense of Calmness.

We don't speak any word, we just sit there for Hours looking ahead as Sun dip in the Horizon.

"I am so Sorry" Finally Jungkook speak, his Voice horse like he hasn't slept for days.

"No, I am sorry, I..I should have taken care of myself, I should have eaten, If I wouldn't have stubborn, We hadn't lost..." I couldn't complete the sentence as a sob leave my mouth and first tear escape my Eyes in the Two days.

"No, baby, You didn't know, we didn't know" He try to convince me but can't hide the pain in his Voice.

I know he is hurt as much as I am, I can feel it in his voice. Still I ask the question which is lingering in my Mind.

"If we hadn't...lost it, would you accept it?, would you..believe it was yours?" I turn my gaze to look at him and find his teary gaze already on mine.

"I believed in you the first time you told me that You didn't Sleep with anyone after me, even when I was angry—I believed in every word leaves your mouth" He Kiss the top of my head before Continuing.

"I am so sorry for hurting you, I shouldn't have treated you like that, I know...I can't turn back the time, but Trust me, If I can, I'll never treat you like that, Please believe me, I am really Sorry"

"I believe you" I kiss his neck lightly to ensure him, but still the emptiness not Leaving my Heart.

"How will we survive, Jungkook, knowing there was someone who didn't even get a chance to see the world, I just...don't know, Every time I close my eyes, I imagine the scenario where things are different, What do I do?" I said while crying in his Neck, His hold tightens on me as he Pull me more closer to him, like he is afraid that I'll vanish.

"I know it'll take time but we will survive, We have to, We'll help each other, just be with me" He kiss the Top of my Head and hold me closer to him as we Cry, we cry and Mourn the Loss of the baby we never knew, we cry on our fate, we just cry for Hours.

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