Chapter 9

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Cheryl's POV

I woke up from a nightmare, screaming my head off. God, that felt so realistic! I hate having nightmares like that! A minute later i felt Becky stir and wake up, she got up looked at me then had a worried face on. "What's wrong, did you have a nightmare?" I nodded. I'm drenched in sweat, in tears and i'm shaking so badly. I still get those horrible nightmares about my past and i hate it! It's horrible re-experiencing my past, i wish nobody else experiences that though sadly they will.

"Do you want to talk about it?" Becky asked reassuringly. I nodded and positioned myself to be under her arms, in the crook of her neck. I cleared my throat and started telling her about my past.

"I was a kid, somewhat 5 maybe 6 years old. Henry was 2 or 3 at the time, so he might not remember anything about this. My dad knows too well, but he did not suffer as badly as i did."

I woke up from a nightmare in bed. "Mommy?! Where awe you? I has a nightmare and i did not like it!" I cried, and ran out of my room to her bedroom. Her bedroom was empty so i went downstairs. Only stopping halfway down. I heard shouting. "No, please. Just take everything from my house and i promise i will not call the police. Please!" I heard mommy shouting, but i kept quite. I had a feeling that i should be quite. I ran back upstairs being as quite as i could, got mommy's cell phone and rang 999. 

"Helo. Heddlu, Tan neu Ambiwlans?"

"English please?"

"Hello, Police Fire or Ambulance?"

"Police please."

"Okay, i will put you through immediately...... Hello?" 

"Quite please and listen, my address is 123 unknown street. I need help but keep quite or he will hurt her. Shoosh!" I put the volume to mute so i wouldn't hear the police talking to me and walked back downstairs. I saw him then, with his brown hair. But that is all i saw. Mommy was bent over and groaning very loudly, the man was thrusting forward very fast and quick, and it sounded like he was hurting mommy. "Please, stop and please just take everything with you. You had my ass now fuck off!"

"Shut up you bitch and sit on the table!" He shouted. Mommy sat on the table and there they go again. Mommy is groaning because she is in pain and the evil man is thrusting forward fast and quick again. I heard crying, and i think that's mommy. "Please! Please stop please!" "NO! Shut up you slut, don't want to wake your kids up now do we! Unless you want to see them hurt?"

"No! Just go please! I don't even know why your doing this!" "Because i can. Now shut up and get on your knees." Now i see the man looking up at the ceiling, groaning himself. I can't hear mommy anymore, only noises like gagging. IS she going to throw up? "Ow bitch what was that for? Never bite me down there, especially the head! That's sensitive, would've thought a slut like you had known but boy was i wrong!"

Mommy got up and she has not trousers on. "Okay, you used me for sex now take what you want and i won't report you. Please! I don't know your name and i'll get super pissed tonight just so that i don't remember what you look like! Please, just go!"

"No, i'm afraid i can't simply let you go without me getting away with shit like this." I nearly gasped, he said a naughty word! "So, i'm afraid i have to do something that will possibly scar your loyal husbands life and your kids. Though maybe not Henry, but you know. Little Cheryl will be next, she hasn't started yet has she? I love little kids! They're cute. But anyways, was nice having fun with you. Bye bye!" And i saw him bring out his arm forwards and i heard a life sickening bang. He stepped to the side and i saw mommy with blood gushing out of her stomach. Bang, blood coming out of her skull. I watched her as she saw me, mouthed "I love you" and she fell to the floor. That's when i screamed and ran to her. Lucky that the police had barged in then before the man made a move on me. I was next and i missed my mommy.

 "I saw my mom get raped multiple times, i saw her get murdered and i still get nightmares from it now. Even though it's been nearly 13 years, i still miss her and i know that i could've helped her but it wasn't my fault. I was 5 at the time and i understand i couldn't do anything about it but i still could've helped out more."

"Char, you were 5 and you called the police. Any other 5 year old would have screamed and screamed, but you stayed quite and called the police. You knew it was wrong instead of walking up to them saying what are you doing. Char, you did more then what others would've done. Understand? And i'll be there with you for every nightmare you get and i'll help you through it all! I love you."

I smiled at her, and i kissed her gently on her lips. "I know you will Bec, and i love you too. Where would i be without you?" I whispered. "Still with that dick you called a boyfriend, on your own in this massive bedroom and bored shitless." She whispered back. I giggled "Yea, i prefer this way! God i really love you!" "I really love you too." I kissed her with great passion, it lasted for as least 5 minutes, then we started slowing down. Even though we're both more then ready, we're waiting for the right moment.

We both whispered sweet nothings until we both fell asleep.... in each others arms.


A/N

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xxxx

-L

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