Toxic Love

Teal & Gold

Neteyam's POV:
When we lock eyes, it seems like the whole world just stops. I stare at him, he stares back at me. Teal colliding with Gold. I scramble to get up off of my knees, breaking eye contact with him. I keep my eyes to the ground. I'm not ready for this. For him. I fiddle with my fingers as we both stand there in silence. I can feel his eyes staring at every little part of my body. I look back up at him, seeing his now stone cold face. I take in all of his features. I forgot how good-looking he was. He noticed how much I was staring at him, so I knew at that moment I had to say something. I was the one at his house. I was the one that ran here. But I couldn't. My voice was stuck in my throat. I clear my throat, as I get ready to say something.
"Uhm.. Hey." I manage to get out. He looks at me, that same stone cold look on his face. He isn't moving. I'm so stupid. Why would I come here ? I look away from his face, not being able to look at it for long anymore. My ears flatten against my skull, my tail flickering around in anxiety.
"Hey." I gasp, as I turn my head back to him. His eyes are low, and seductive. He licks his lips, while looking me up and down. No. Not again. Never again. I stumble backwards, as he moves his body closer to me.
"No." I sob out. "I can't. Please. Not again Aonung." I try a weak attempt to push him away, but he grabs my hand and pulls me towards him. My heart starts beating fast again.
"My name sounds so pretty in your mouth." He whispers in my ear, his voice so empty, and cold to me. He slithers his hands around my waist, fitting perfectly.
"No.." I whisper, my head leaning against his chest. He grabs my neck, making me look at him. I try to pull away, but he makes his grip firmer. I wanna cry. I've cried so much today I could fill up a pool to drown in. He lets go of the hard grip he had on my neck, but his hand stays there.
"I've missed you." He says while tilting his head. My eyes soften, my heart aching. My heart flutters. I know I hate him. I hate him so much. But if I hate him, then why is my body feeling like this? Why does my heart ache for his touch? For his praise ? I let go of a breath I didn't even know I was holding in.
"I've missed you too Aonung." He smirks and looks down at my shirt.
"Wearing my clothes I see. I like it, but I like what's under way more."
I feel my cheeks flushing in embarrassment. He chuckles, his pearly white fangs flashing. He puts his hand under my shirt, and lifts me up. I shudder at his piercing cold hands, and wrap my legs around him. He walks back to his door, and inside his house. He closes the door with his leg, and walks upstairs to his room. He grabs my ass and squeezes it. I whimper, and hide my face in the crook of his neck.
"Damn, what you be eating baby ? It feels like this thing keeps getting fatter and fatter." He says, while rubbing it. We get to his room and he sits down, with me straddling him. We sit in silence for a little bit. He rubs my waist up and down, as I wrap my hands around his neck.
"Wanna roll up ?" I ask. He smirks at me.
"Weren't you the one that said, 'Smoking is bad for you Aonung. I will never smoke ever in my life'." I mug him, and he laughs at me.
"Shut up.. Are you going to or not ?"
"Calm down ma. I'll roll up for you."
I let out a long puff of smoke through my nose. I pass it to Aonung, and he does the same. He holds it in his hand, and flashes a smile at me.
"So I see you've picked up some of my tricks."
"Maybe." I say while licking my lips. He stares at me, and I stare back at him, his bioluminescent spots lighting up. "Why ?" I ask. He makes a confused face.
"What you mean baby ? Why what ?
"Why'd you do it ?" His face changed in realization. He rolled his eyes.
"Just forget about all of that. Were together now, and that's in the past." I furrowed my "eyebrows."
"Forget about it ? You want me to forget about all of it ? Bro are you for real ?" I said, while getting up off his lap. He looked mad. Do I care ? No. He can't just tell me to forget about what he did to me. "You know what. This was a mistake. I don't even know why I came here." He gets up and gets close to my face.
"Who the fuck are you calling bro ?" That pissed me off. Bad. So bad.
"You ! Your the one telling me to forget that I caught you cheating on me with that skank ass whore !? In our bed !? Then, to make matters worse, you threw me out, and took her side !" I yell, while having my eyes filled with tears. Again.
"Oh, so your acting like you weren't still texting your fucking ex ?!" He screams back at me. Anger fills my body and mind.
"That girl that you cheated on me with IS your ex. At least I didn't go fuck him." I yell, my voice becoming hoarse.
"Like you talking to him was any fucking better Neteyam." We both stare at each other, our breaths unstable from all the yelling. I start sobbing. Hot tears start coming out uncontrollably. This is so embarrassing. I cover my face up with my hands. I can't have him see me like this for the second time today. I can feel his body coming towards mine. He grabs my hands and pulls them from my face.
"I'm sorry. Ok ? I'm sorry for yelling at you. I'm sorry for cheating on you. I'm sorry for everything baby, I am. I wish I could go back in time, and undo everything." I look him in his eyes, and he looks me in mine.
"I'm sorry too baby.." I whisper. He looks down to my cheeks, and wipes my tears with his hands. He moves his hand to my lips, parting them. He looks at me for permission. I nod, letting him do whatever he pleased. As soon as he gets the yes from me, he grabs me by my neck, passionately kissing me. I kiss back with haste. We kiss like the world is about to end. Like we both have limited time left. Our makeout session goes quickly from slow to fast and messy. He leads me back to the bed, laying me down under him, whilst taking off my clothes. I take off his shirt, while he takes off his pants. I part away from him for a breath of air. Were both panting, and sweating from every inch of our bodies.
"I've missed this." I pant out. He smirks at me.
"I've missed this too ma." We go back to making love into the night, and in those moments... I felt like he changed. I was wrong.

Total words: 1257
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