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atsumu didn't know how long he was staring at out the window in a daze, lost in his thoughts, lost in why he even kissed sakusa in the first place, he just know that when he snapped back, he was infront of sakusa's house.
the silence over took them and it was slowly becoming unbearable, it was awkward and atsumu knew it was his fault for the awkwardness, why would he kiss sakusa?
"omi, thank you." atsumu sighed and broke the silence, he turned to sakusa, sakusa eyes went unfocused before they weren't.
"yeah, yeah.. you're welcome." sakusa seemed blinked and took his seatbelt off, atsumu didn't like this. he didn't like how awkward it was between them now.
did he ruin everything? sakusa was just warming up to him ,that's all atsumu could think about. atsumu panicked when sakusa opened the car door, he grabbed his arm and yanked him back.
sakusa turned to atsumu, atsumu didn't know what was wrong him, he was just acting on his thoughts, he wasn't even thinking about his actions, he just did them.
"i'm sorry, fuck.." atsumu muttered, sakusa looked at atsumu's face, he looked everywhere like he was trying to read them, before his eyes softened.
atsumu liked sakusa's expression, he felt safe and he never felt this safe with anyone in his life, other than with his brother.
atsumu leaned closer and sakusa froze, he tensed up. their lips touched for the third time that night, and atsumu was the one who closed the distance every time.
atsumu furrowed his eyebrows, he wanted more, no. he needed more, he just wanted to forget about everything that was going wrong in his life, he hugged sakusa's neck and pulled him closer.
atsumu broke the kiss and stared at sakusa's shocked expression, atsumu knew he should stop, he knew it was wrong to do this.
he knew it was wrong but sakusa was letting him, he wasn't taking advantage of him right? sakusa didn't push him away yet, he would push him away, right?
atsumu panicked and quickly let go of sakusa, sakusa looked at atsumu in confusion, atsumu covered his face and tried to calm down his racing heart.
"atsumu? what's wrong?" sakusa touched atsumu's shoulder, atsumu sighed and dropped his hand, it felt like he was about to have a panic attack.
"i'm sorry.. i.. shouldn't have.. i shouldn't have kissed you without your permission." atsumu apologized, silence over took them again and atsumu forced himself to not look at sakusa.
until he couldn't himself anymore, he turned to look at sakusa, sakusa hand shifted to touch atsumu's cheek, atsumu leaned into the touch.
sakusa then leaned in this time, he closed the distance and atsumu heart stopped, sakusa kissed him. somehow the kiss was even better than before, atsumu kissed back, he moved his lips shyly, the kiss was definitely inexperienced.
