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People always thought i was quite a weird kid i could never fit in with anyones conversations at school.

I always had to hold back what i had to say on the latest celebrity gossip, new songs, tv progams..and all of that bullshit. People just thought i never knew about celebrities, and was antisocial.
I had great friends i just knew that i could'nt speak about celebrities with them so i usually ended up feeling left out if i did tell them i would be giving away my biggest secret.

Eventually it came to the point were all they would talk about were celebrities. I wanted to desperately join in with their conversations because i knew exactly what they were saying usually more than them, but i knew i could'nt join in. When they looked at me they would just shrug and think i would'nt understand little did they know i was writing almost every new song released by the most famous artists and i was friends with all of them.

On my birthday ariana,zayn,harry,zoe,beyonce,taylor,joe,louis,kendall,kim..and an endless list of celebrities i had worked with wished me a happy birthday on twitter/instagram the media went crazy wondering who this person was and why was everyone saying happy birthday because none of them said my name. My friends all said to me it was a coinsidencence and i wouldnt no what happened because i don't follow celebrities on social media. I just laughed to myself and wondered if they ever would find out.

Taylor had just released a new song blank space feat annoymous (me) millions of fans questioned who is this person as in previous songs i was also feat annoymous. The fans were desperate to know. I wished to stay unoticed because my family expected me to have a normal job and i thought i wouldnt like the attention.

After 3 more years i decided to tell 3 of my closest friends mia, kara and eva i told them they would be really shocked and invited them round to my house. Zayn , harry and kendall were at my house while my parents were out.

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