Stiles had always prided himself on his resilience. The boy who never gave up, the one who could always crack a joke in the darkest of moments. He'd survived worse-monsters, death, heartbreak, and everything in between. But as the phone call ended, and he stood there, his legs feeling like jelly, a crushing realization settled over him like a cold, suffocating weight.The constant fear, the constant running, the never-ending cycle of violence-it had taken its toll. Stiles didn't have the luxury of stopping, of taking a moment to breathe, because every second was a second too long. Every time they stopped, the danger closed in on them faster.
His heart raced, his breath shallow. He looked around at the pack, but their faces-Scott's, Derek's, Lydia's, Isaac's-seemed to blur at the edges, as though his vision had narrowed to a pinpoint. His mouth was dry, his hands trembling, and despite the cold air of the loft, he was drenched in sweat.
"I can't..." Stiles whispered, his voice so quiet it was barely audible over the tense silence in the room.
Scott's eyes snapped to him, his concern immediate. "Stiles? What's wrong?"
But Stiles couldn't answer. The exhaustion, the weight of everything that had happened, suddenly hit him all at once. His body, already bruised and broken from their previous battles, couldn't keep up with the constant stress. His mind raced with thoughts of everything they'd been through-Stiles had never been one to admit it, but it was too much now. His chest tightened, and he gasped for air, feeling as though the room was closing in around him.
"Stiles," Scott's voice was sharp now, laced with panic, as he reached out to steady his friend. "Stiles, look at me. Focus on me, alright? Just breathe."
But Stiles couldn't. He couldn't do it anymore. He couldn't keep pretending to be the strong one, the one who always had the answers, who always kept the pack together. He couldn't stop the shaking that overtook his entire body, couldn't stop the tears that started to well in his eyes. The physical pain didn't even compare to the emotional exhaustion that had been building inside him, and now, it broke free all at once.
"I'm so tired, Scott," Stiles whispered, the words barely escaping his lips as the walls he'd built up around himself crumbled. "I'm so damn tired."
His knees gave out, and he collapsed to the ground, his hands gripping his hair as if he could hold himself together that way. The sobs came then, uncontrollable and raw, and Stiles didn't care that he was the one who always held it together for everyone else. He couldn't anymore. His mind was spinning, overwhelmed by everything they'd been through-and all the things he couldn't fix.
Scott crouched beside him, his hand resting gently on Stiles' back. "Hey, hey, it's okay," he murmured, his voice a mixture of concern and desperation. "You don't have to do this alone. We're here for you. Always."
But Stiles didn't feel like he could trust his own voice. Every part of him felt like it was unraveling, like he was losing control of the one thing that had kept him sane all these years: his ability to think his way out of danger. He had always been the clever one, the one who found solutions, who got them out of impossible situations. But now, in this moment, with everything closing in on them, he didn't know how to fix this. He didn't know how to fix himself.
"I-I can't do this anymore," Stiles gasped between sobs. "I can't... I'm not strong enough."
Scott's heart broke at the words. He could see the rawness in Stiles' eyes, the terror, the exhaustion. It wasn't just physical; it was everything. Stiles had been carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders for so long, and now, it was too much.
"You are strong enough," Scott said firmly, pulling Stiles into his arms, not caring that Stiles was shaking uncontrollably. "You've always been strong enough. We're not going to let you fall apart. Not now. Not ever."
YOU ARE READING
Shattered Bonds
FanfictionShattered Bonds follows Stiles Stilinski's kidnapping by a mysterious group targeting the pack. As Scott and the others search for him, they confront their fears and guilt. Stiles fights through trauma, both physical and emotional, while the pack st...