dark desires

✧this can't be true ✧

Author's pov

"Please lea.... Leave....m...." Ananya woke up shouting .

"Are you allright ananya " one of the roomate asked .

"Yeah I am sorry I woke you up " ananya apologised and went to washroom .

☆Ananya ☆

People say that if something bad happens it takes time for wounds to heal but eventually they heal  but as per my belief , I beleive that  they are wrong sometimes even though you don't have the physical pain of the wound but the mental pain always remains the same , everyday

waking up with the same scream, sleeping with the same horrific dream life has been anything but cruel to me , raped by my own brother disowned by my own parents just because they thought that I was the one who gave my rapist  signals to fuck me at the mere age of 6 nothing is same from that day except my helpless horrific dreams which reminds me everyday that I had been raped by my brother .

But this didint stop me , looking back to my six years old  self I would like to thank her for not even for a once thinking that it was her mistake and running away from their to chase her dreams . I would be always be  thankful to my younger self for not thinking that she 

should  marry anybody of her  parents choice just because she became victim of  someone else,s lust  , I would like to thank her for working her  ass off and getting her dream internship  at one of the finest company , malhotra enterprises  and gaining work experience with one and only Mr aadvik malhotra.

I am living my life now i am happy away from the toxicity but the one guilt that eats me everyday is that i left my little sister kanika (kannu) with my family only , i ran from my home at the age of 15 when my parents were marrying me of to my rapist cousion and after that I never looked back to my village
although I met my parents a few times but they are always disappointed but I can't do anything in that their disappointment is something that can brush off not me but the one i am concerned about is kannu cause at the time when I was struggling my parents married her off to someone and after that i never saw her .

"Oh shit i am getting late " i said realising that I am already late for the office .

I got up and took a quick shower wore my clothes and rushed to the office .

"This is third day in month  you are late Ms. Ananya " said aadvik sir in cold voice .

"I am sorry sir I was occupied with something " i said with a shy smile which is totally out of my genre to be honest .
people suppose that girls need to surpress their laugh and turn it into a delicate smile but I am just opposite of what girls are supposed to do!! i laugh like some asur (monster).

"Always the same!!" He said making a face.

"You are best sir!!!"

"Fine! fine!  have you thought where would you go after your internship get over here "

"Maybe I will join some firm or maybe I will work individually"

"Good , and yeah clear my all meetings after 8'o clock "

"Aye! Aye! Kaptaaan" i said and went outside.

The day was quiet hectic , i didn't even get chance to do my lunch properly but it's good cause the more free time I get the more I will thing about unnecessary stuff which is  not good for my flawless skin.

I was packing my stuff  as half of the people had already left and the others one were leaving slowly, usually aadvik sir is the last one to leave but few times i also leave in last , depends on my work .   I was heading towards aadvik sir,s cabin when I saw bunch of handsome mens coming towards my direction , and took me few seconds to realise to recognise  all three of them , not because I know them personally because they all  are  really really  famous  people , one is aakrsh bhal he is a very big actor who had recently worked in a hollywood film  and the other one is  darsh khanna , he is very famous renowned surgeon he owns multiple hospitals in Bombay only.

And ohhhhh....maahhh..... lalala....trullaa.... laaa.... the one and only atharv rana captain of Indian cricket team hearthrob of every single non single girlie eye candy for each women and I can bet of men's too. God is my end near cause I can see heaven infront of me now !!

"Hello miss is aadvik in his cabin?"  Aakrsh sir  said.

Ummm.. y..s i mean... I am y...our big fan o...h i don't k...now w..hat to say let I a..m sorry let me check .

"No need to panic ms and you don't have to call me sir or anything. " Atharv sir said.

Le...tt...me check inside and come back to you .

I went inside and aadvik only to find aadvik sir doing some work , this man is always busy I wonder how his wife or girlfriend  gonna tolerate him .

"Miss ananya you have I hear from my ears you can say why are you here rather than standing and talking inside  your minds." He said still typing and then giving me a sarcastic smile .

" I guess your friends are here to meet you"

"Tell them I am not here" he said.

Wait what wasn't he the one who asked me to remove all the meeting in the evening ? I thought in my mind .

I was going out when all three of them barged inside

(A/n-: for all the conversation read his desire chapter 1 here we met, in this i am showing ananya,s part only )

Back to story....

I left them with aadvik sir and was moving outside only when suddenly I bumped with sometheing or to be precise with someone .

"I am sorry" i said because I was the one who was walking like a blind

"Get yourself glasses miss otherwise someday will directly hit a rock " the man said.

"Excuseee Mee!!! I said sorry so what's the point of saying this " i said , although I know I was wrong but I said sorry  .

I moved my gaze up as till now I have not seen that guys face but when I saw him my soul left my body i didn't knew the world is so small that the man with whom I hooked up months ago in my drunk state would be standing infront of me giving me advice about buying  glasses .

"I bet we have met right miss chikni billi "

"I swear on god call me with that name again and I will make you chikna by scratching all your hairs out" i said.

"Woaahhh, you look cute  whent you get  angry "

"Wish could say the same for you "

Don't wish sweetheart cause I don't look cute while I am angry
remember that night ??" He said smiling sarcastily .

"Shut your mouth and tell me what do you want now , are you following me ?" I said in furious tone.

"Nope I am here to meet my best  friend aadvik singh malhotra , he is ceo here but what are you doing here  don't tell me you were here to give that bastard a blow job or something "

Aaa.....annnd!!!!! I am doomed , I hooked up with my boss,s bestfriend and now that friend is standing infront of me smiling like a maniac ,  congratulations ms .ananya you got fucked again!!!.

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Hey guys i know but I am posting randomly this chapter because this chapter turned out actually good , hope you will like it .