Light the light

chapter 8

   🌹Sorry for a short chapter sorry sorry   pwease .🌹

"Hey Minho let go  it's lunch time and am starving."

More minutes please. Minho's voice was so raspy catching Jisung off guard

Hyung  come on.

Ok

Time skip

No one's pov

After their little lunch together in the living room . Jisung spent the entire day looking after Minho. They played a few games  which don't involve body movements since Minho's wound is still a little fresh.

"Mmmh let's play 21 questions. " Jisung suggested

"Okkk Shoot." Minho replied half heartedly .
This game may involve giving out a little much info which he was not ready to spill at least not now.

"Question 1 what is your favorite color?" Jisung says
"Mint" my turn" Do you live alone??" Minho questioned as  crossing his arms .
  "Well as you can see. ok how about you ?" Jisung fired back. " I live alone but my friends always hv sleepovers so l don't get bored." Minho replied smoothly, Jisung nodding along.  "Are you seeing  someone?"  Minho's voice was full of curiosity. "Well...."
 
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Some where in Seoul.
"Channie hyung ~ we need to find him as soon as possible, what should we do now his Gps has been deactivated since yesterday." The fox like boy thought out loud.."I really don't know  innine . Where on earth are you Minho" Chan's voice was full of worry and deperarecy

"Guys l think l found him there is this number..." The puppy dude walked in announcing the news but stopped when almost every one in the room rushed towards him like hungry dogs. "Woah woah ,wait to eat me." Seung min said as throwing up his hands in surrender.But they stopped right Infront of him  with impatient faces.
"Ok so  l got a message from an unknown number this morning so l didn't bother checking it.   It says Skz am safe and sound worry not  Puppy M inform everyone that l won't be home for a couple of days. You guys don't ruin my things  l don't you think am not eyeing you😉"   Seung min read out to them and they released a uniform sigh.
 
"So The leader is not here  how about we give ourselves a break . Party tonight are you guys in ?" Hyun jin suggests  but they all walked away from him 

"Hey,  guys don't want to party?? Assholes."

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  "Well.. no  am not" . Jisung chuckled a little kinda enjoying this game. "Mmm"  Minho hummed. Are you gay??  Jisung questioned  making the older choke on air and coughs it off

°Am l that obvious?° Minho thought . *Clears throat*

"Yes l am ! How did you know?, Are you homophobic ?"Minho  asked 

No am not phobic  just have  a leveled gay bar

Well wow what an advanced gay bar you have. Anyway same question

"Am not gay...

There , right there Minho felt disappointed kinda hopeless but he didn't know why.  The fact that Jisung is not gay is something he wanted to hear his heart dropped a little

.... Am bi to be honest." Jisung responded ok my turn "What is your favorite dish?" Ramen noodles l think mmm "how many sex positions have you tried out so far?"  Minho fired back .Jisung  slapped his hand on his mouth  almost covering his beet red face" H-hyung l-l have never-"
"Oh shit sorry l didn't know sorry  "i-it's ok" Jisung stuttered
 
"ok l will ask a proper question when was the last time you have been in a relationship?"

The question felt like a flowing river of pain flowing within Jisung it just brought back the pain he didn't know he was having, He really never or talk things out with Seong Hwa. What was disturbing him was that he was no feeling broken , he felt disappointed or maybe blame not in Seong Hwa but rather in himself  was he not good enough for Hwa? Was it his fault to take things slow? Was it wrong to move to a peaceful pace in love was it wrong to wait for the right time to take things to the next level? with Hwa! and if he did it earlier would Hwa had been here with him, still holding hands kissing like there is no tomorrow!? 

All those unanswered qtns  were racing through his head day and night He didn't know what to do.

Tears started kissing his face wetting his eyelashes as they made there way to his chin he reminded silent, bitting his bottom lip so hard to stop sobs from coming

Sungie did l say something wrong. Ok don't answer the damn question forget about it  Minho tried to confront him

With this voice Jisung couldn't hold it in  soft sobs  escaped his mouth as he Lethis head down

Minho pulled him into an embrace, whispered sweet words , caressed his cheek with one hand and the other one rubbing circles on the back of this squirrel boy making him melt into the embrace as he cried mess

After 30 minutes the soft sobs were replaced with soft snores ! making Minho chuckle softly. He slowly poked the latter's check aiming to wake him up so they can go rest on bed since their recent position was a little uncomfortable

They cuddled under the warm covers on the bed and Minho made sure Jisung was more than close before he too drift into slumber  holding Jisung so tight