I am with my friends, eating, singing, and getting along together. Ambiance is perfect for our mood. I smile as I realized that being with this age, there are lots of things that are needed to experience. Experience for happiness as we socialize, sorrow for different kind of relationships, and others. My smile vanished when I realize that it's already 4 o'clock in the afternoon, my curfew everyday. Time always matter, despite of the things that made you feel ecstatic. I sigh as I bid my goodbye. It will take time to experience this moment again. As the motorcycle move, I wonder if my progress in life is slow or fast. Nevermind, what's important for me right now is to arrive before 5 o'clock pm because my mom will transform into aggressive dragon if I won't. I need to cook for dinner early because we eat early, it's my Mama's fault. JJ, just joking.
After our bonding in dinner table, yes literally while eating. We talked too much and created an arguments about something they want to tease us about with my brother. It's kind of frustrating but I am used to it and felt happy about it. I washed the dishes and get ready for my online time. Every 7 or 8 on the evening, I'll go the place where there's a vendo machine because there's no signal at our house. I activated my social media accounts and get notified about my school activities and others, but I am just scrolling really and have chitchat with my friends from another places. Every 10 pm is the time when I go home. It became my routine during the Covid-19 pandemic.
It's time for bed, 11:00 o'clock on the evening. I lazily swing my arm to create an angle with my thumb and index finger. Can someone tell me how to stand with smiley face and peaceful mind? It's been awhile since I experienced free mindset. Without being bothered about the things that I am responsible to. I sigh and cover my eyes, I think it'll never be the same again.
I have a lot of worries about the upcoming enrollment. Next school year, I will become a college student. It's frustrating because I don't have any idea how could I survive without adequate knowledge from my Senior High time. Yet, I need to focus in the present and should worry about my activity in 21st Century subject. We are told to create a story about our own life, our experiences in life and others. It takes time before I decided about its title. I really don't know if my life can be titled right now because I'm still on the progress. I don't even remember many important events that happened in my life that can possibly give title about my life. But then, time is running. I need to pull up myself and should start writing about what I remembered in my journey in life.
