The GARDEN of ROMANCE {Jikook}

mirror of happiness: love

When I arrived at the infirmary, the nurse looked at the body in my arms with surprise.
"What happened to him?"
"I think he had a heart problem, he fainted."
When I put the little one on my lap to bed, other children came to me.
"Is he okay?"
I looked at the unconscious body in front of me, ignoring the tears flowing from my eyes.
The nurse came to me and said, "It's good that his heart is racing because he's excited."
"I understand"
"He's resting here now"
"What is his illness? Why did his family take him here?"
"He has heart failure, his family left him here because he was sick."
"Sue nuna, can you put her in my room, maybe I can help you if there is a problem?"
"Let's talk to the manager, if he is convinced, I will help you place it, little Jiminie."
"Nuna, I'm not little, I'm 17 years old"
"In my eyes, you are the little Jiminies from 5 years ago"
"Say whatever you want, I'm going, come on kids, let's play dodgeball outside."

We started running outside with the kids and playing dodgeball.
"Hyung ya!"
"What's wrong?"
"You shoot us right away, that's the trick."
"It's not my fault, don't try to catch every ball."
"We are small and you are taller than us"
"Maybe you too will grow taller soon"

My heart started to accelerate when I took my phone out of my pocket and looked at it.
I picked up the phone and put it to my ear.
"Jungkook?"
"Jimin-ah how are you?"
"Well, how about you?"
"Very good hea-yeon kissed my cheek"
"I'm happy for you jungkook, I have to close, we have to go inside, the doors will be closed soon."
"I understand, take care of yourself too"
"You too"

When I turned off the phone and put it in my pocket, the children looked at me in surprise.
"Hyung, what happened? You look sad or did your boyfriend cheat on you?"
"It's not funny"
"I know hyung, I was joking to make you happy, you can tell us anything."
"The boy I was in love with loved someone else and told me everything while laughing. My heart hurts so much guys."
"Hyung, let's go to your room and talk. We may be younger than you, but you are the one we value the most."
"It is possible"

When they entered the room, Jimin explained everything to the little ones and was talking to the children, ignoring the tears flowing from his eyes.
"Don't cry hyung"
The kids hugging Jimin was a little good for his heart, but it couldn't heal him.
"Hyung, can I tell you something?"
"Tell me Han"
"If I were the same age as you, I would have you kidnapped and married because you are so beautiful and well-intentioned, just like an angel."

When Jimin smiled, the children also smiled.
"Hyung can I kiss you?"
"What?!"
"You misunderstood, I was going to kiss your cheeks, they are so cute."
When I shook my head, the kids trying to kiss me at the same time made me laugh.

"Always smile, hyung, if we find that person who upset you, we will beat him really bad."
"No violence guys"
"But he upsets our hyung"
"Let what I told you today remain a secret, okay? It's almost time for me to leave here anyway."
"Don't go hyung"
"I'm about to get old, guys."
"Can't you always stay 17?"
"Impossible"
"Then your bed will be mine, you smell so nice."
"When I go, the location goes guys"
"Well, we played a lot of games here, this place is full of memories"

A week had passed since that day, and even though Jungkook was away from me because he devoted most of his time to Hea-yeon, he did not stop talking to me.
"Jimin, I will go to the movies with Hea-yeon today, I promise we will work together tomorrow."
"It's okay jungkook, love can make a person do anything"
"Hea-yeon is very kind and good-hearted, Jimin, you should talk to her, your mind will definitely go numb."
"Nope, I'll meet you later"

I took my books and went to the library, hea-yeon and jungkook were laughing and talking.
I put my books on the table and started studying for the exam in five days.

I wish he was with me, we would be together like we used to be
I took off my cardigan and opened two buttons of my shirt, I was getting tighter when I thought of Jungkook.

I started to listen silently to the footsteps as the door opened and closed.
"Jungkookie~"
"Sir, beautiful~"
"I want you and here~"
"No baby, we have to wait until the evening, we might get caught, I don't want anyone to see your body."

When the tears in my eyes started to flow, I put my hand to my mouth.
She was calling him jungkookie and jungkook was replying as baby, he was jealous of others.

When I heard the kissing sounds, I started putting pressure on my ears with my hands, "disgusting."

With the sound of footsteps approaching here, I slowly started to move towards the exit. "Jungkookiem, do you remember our agreement?"
"Do we have an agreement, my dear?"

I turned my ears to them as I stood where I was
"If I was going to be yours, I had one condition"
"I accept"
"Let me tell you first"
"Like this"
"Jimin... You will end your friendship with her, I saw the way she looked at you, she doesn't see you as a friend."
Was I making it that obvious?

"No way, beautiful."
"You accepted but...otherwise forget me jungkook"
"Jimin is my friend, nothing more, I'm not gay"
"Alright, break up with him anyway"
While Jungkook remained silent, I was devastated by the words that came out of his mouth.
"I will slowly move away from him"
"Thank you jungkookie"
"I would do anything for you"

The involuntary sob coming out of their mouth caused them to remain silent.
"There is someone jungkookie"

When the steps approached here, I looked at my feet and closed my eyes
"Come on Jimin, you either run away or you answer to Jungkook."

I started running quickly, opened the door and ran away from there.

I was running, ignoring the shouting sounds coming from behind me.

I slowed down my steps and started breathing "I almost got caught."
As I was about to quickly go to class, my eyes caught my hand.
"My books, cardigan and phone were left there, I hope Jungkook didn't see them."

I went back and waited for them to come out, just ahead of the library.
A few minutes later, Hea-yeon came out smiling and Jungkook came out with my belongings in his hand.
"I'm done"

When they both left, I got scared and walked to the classroom. When I knocked on the door and entered, I sat at my desk without looking at anyone. "I pretended to be surprised when Jungkook, who was sitting behind me, handed me my belongings."
"I found these in the library, Jimin"
"Thanks jungkook, I forgot when I went to the canteen"
"What does it mean "
I turned around and started thinking about the words Jungkook said.

When it was dismissal time, Jungkook left with Hea-yeon and I was slowly leaving the school.
"Jimin"
I turned around at the sound coming from behind me.
"Taehyung?"
"I wanted us to go to the dormitory together, and we can travel around a little before we go."
"I'll go directly to the dormitory, Taehyung, my nerves are destroyed."
"Why did you fight with Jungkook? Did you become enemies again?"
"No taehyung he is interested in his girlfriend"
"Don't worry, my friend, he will soon get bored and throw it away."
"Jungkook will end our friendship"
"What?!"
"Yell"
"How do you know? Did Jungkook say something like that?"
"I eavesdropped on Hea-yeon and jungkook"
"That devil girl did it"
"Yes he said it and jungkook calls him a good person"
"I don't know if I should tell you, but it's important."
"I am listening"
"Jimin, that girl proposed to me"
"A lover's proposal?"
"No stupid bed offer, that girl slept with a lot of people, I saw her doing lap dances in bars and she got pregnant, had an illegal abortion and aborted the baby, these are the real Jimin"
"I can't believe it"