brutal love (BVB)

chapter one!

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Andy's P.O.V

"I cant do this anymore Andy. We're over. Have a good life." Spoke Juliet quietly over the phone. My girlfriend for over three years just left me. I feel so numb. I just stand from the couch and head to my bed upstairs. I just lay down and think about what I could have done to make her leave me. I close my eyes and fall into a dreamless sleep. I wake to the sound of someone knocking on my bedroom door. i didn't feel like getting up. "Andy, open the fucking door." Just great. The boys are here to pester me.

"Go away!" I shout back.

"We're not leaving until you open this door and talk to us." I grumble and roll out of bed and unlock the door. I crawl back to my bed and hide under the covers as the boys walk in.

"Andy, what the hell happened to you? You look like shit!" Wow ash, love you too.

" I feel like shit." I grumbled. "She left me."

"Man I'm sorry. I know you loved her. Do you want to cancel the first few concerts? "jinxx asked. Concern evident in his voice. I nod my head no.

"I'm not going to cancel something that means so much to so many people cause my girlfriend left me. Some of these kids are beat every day of their lives and they still found a way to come to our concerts because what we've done for them."

"Wow Andy that was touching. Well I guess you should get ready for tour. First concert is tomorrow. Bye." All the boys said bye as they walked out. I get up and take a relaxing shower before I start to pack a suitcase full of my tour essentials.

Jessica's P.O.V

I get up to the sound of my mom calling my name. I roll off my bed and get up from the floor before making my way downstairs to my mom. What could she want? To use me as a punching bag? "Yes mother?" I grumble as I sit at the bar. She must be broke. She's being nice. She must be sober.

"you got mail." Really? I have fucking mail? What a nice surprise that should have been delivered at a later hour. I take the mail from her hand and walk upstairs and lock my door. I open the first letter from my friend in Canada. It was just a casual 'how are you doing' letter. The next envelope got my heart racing. It was from AP magazine. I slowly open it and see a concert ticket to a black veil brides concert.

Andy's P.O.V (The next day)

I've spent the entire day trying to busy myself. It was almost concert time and I was feeling better. I actually felt better than I have in a long time. Maybe it was time me and Juliet broke up.

Jessica's P.O.V (sorry Andy's was so short.)

The concert is in a few hours and I can't wait. My friend Alex is in my room helping me pick out what I want to wear. We decide on black distressed skinny jeans and a My Chemical Romance oversized sweater( R.I.P MRC) Now its time for my makeup. I chose to do a dark eye shadow with red lipstick. Its almost time to go. We both waist some time reading AP magazines. I leave the house and head for the bus station.. I get there 2 hours before the concert started so i can get front row. But something strange happened; a girl walked up to me crying and asked if I wanted her backstage pass because she had to leave. I said I would love too but I didn't want her to be completely out of her money so I have her $40 for it. We talked for a moment and exchanged numbers.

(time skip to last song)

The boys just announced that this was the last song of the night. Rebel love song. My favorite. I sang along with Andy. This was the best night of my life. All the people start to clear out of the venue. I go over to the backstage doors and show the security my pass. He quickly lets me in and I rush to the signing table. The line was pretty long already. The boys showed up and we all screamed in happiness. The line went rather quickly. Soon it was my turn. I asked each of them for a picture. They agreed and Andy kissed my cheek. i didn't go and rant my depression story to them. I didn't mention myself harm. All I did was tell them that they meant the world to me and I was so happy that I was able to meet them. I gave all the boys small gifts I planned on leaving with a security guard to give to them. I gave jinx a teddy bear. I gave Ashley a box of condoms tehe. I gave CC candy. I gave Jake some candy as well. I gave Andy a locket that had a message inside it. I asked him not to open it until I was gone. I was one of the last few people in line so I hoped Andy would open it soon.

I walked outside and called for a cab. While I was waiting someone came up behind me and put their hand over my mouth. I kicked and scratched hoping for the attacker to let go. Before I realized what he was doing he had my shirt off. I continued fighting as tears started to run down my face. I finally was able to bite his finger and he released my mouth. I scream and he punches me in the jaw. I whimper in pain. I hear another voice scream something but I cant understand what they said. Soon the attacker is thrown off of me and I see someone punch the dick in the face. My rescuer continues to punch him until he cant get off of the ground. He puts his boot on the mans chest and says "you fucker, you're lucky im letting you live this time. If you ever touch a girl like that again and I find out about it I will find you and I will fucking kill you." The man whimpers in response. Suddenly my vision goes black and I fall into a dreamless sleep.

I hear sounds around me and I can barely make out a mans voice. I try to open my eyes but it seems impossible. I stop trying and focus on the voice. It seems frantic. I try to open my eyes once more and this time they cooperate and let me see that the voice is a man on a chair across the room. I sit up and something falls off of me. the man notices and look at me then tells the person he will call them back. He walkes over to me. Oh my god. Its not just any stranger. Its Andy biersack!

"What happened? Where am i?" I ask franticly as I try to stand up. He gently pushes me back down.

"How are you feeling?" he askes quietly.

"I f-feel o-ok." I choke out. He gives me a saddened look. "what happened?" he looks away.

"You were almost raped. I'm sorry I didn't notice what he was doing soon enough. He managed to tear your sweater off. I hope you don't mind wearing one of mine. I was pretty sure you didn't want to be in your bra when you woke up." He explained.

"th-thank you for s-stopping him, and for the shirt." I say as loudly as I can. But it turns out more like a whisper. He smiles and helps me up.

"I hope you don't mind I went through your phone and called your mother to tell her what happened.." he looked at me with sad eyes. She must have been drunk. She doesn't care about me when she's like that. she tries to kill me sometimes.

"sorry about her. She must be drinking again. Im just going to take a taxi home. Thank you again."

"Oh hell no! im not letting you go back there tonight. She seemed like she wanted to kill you. I wont chance that. You're staying with me and the boys for the night." My eyes grow wide at his words.

"No thank you. I cant do that. Ill be fine. She cant hurt me too badly. Ill be on my way." I lie as I stand up and start to walk away. He grabs me before I can make it to the door.

"please just stay. I want to make sure you're ok ." just then the boys bust through the door and scare the shit out of me. I quickly hide behind Andy. The boys look confused. But Andy looks down at my scared figure. "its ok sweetie, its just the band." He says softly as he untangles my hand from his shirt. I slowly let go and he pulls me to his side. He wraps an arm around me and I feel better. The boys look at me with a sad look on their faces. I give them a reassuring smile and they loosen up.

'hey, you're the fan that gave me the teddy bear. Right?" jinxx asked and I nod. I smile and so does he.

Andy's P.O.V

I hate seeing such a small girl cower away in fear. It breaks my heart thinking about what made her this way. I only found her mothers number in her phone so her father must be out of the picture. She must feel so alone. I wish I could take her in my arms and let her know that she isn't alone. She will never be alone again. Bad Andy! You cant think that way about her. You just met her.

"will you stay?" I ask her quietly in her ear. She nods and I smile. "hey guys, shes gunna stay the night with us. I don't want her going home to her mother tonight." I announce fallowed by a bunch of agreeing comments. "good."

Jessica's P.O.V

I cant believe im staying the night with my idols.