Obsession between love

An unexpected story of mine

Guys I just got deja vu or my crush got deja vu

So I had this huge crush on a guy at my class and I thinks he also likes me like I have seen him staring at me , and when I talk to him he seemed like blushing... He starts acting shy .
But he is not a shy person . He is a brave and confident person. He never shutter infront of anyone but infront of me .

So I have this friend let's call her S . So S and my crush were cousins and S told my crush that I liked him and guess what he replied

I am ugly....

I am not angry that he said no . I am angry that he said I am ugly . Who tf does he think he is "the most handsome man in the world"

So that day I wanted nothing but revenge. My friend asked me aren't you gonna cry and I said " Why would I cry for stupid people who judges other people on their looks and not personality" .

After few weeks , my best friend introduced me to one of her senior classmates . He was one year older than us . ( Let's call her C )

So my friend said C likes me more than just a friend but the problem is C has cancer ,... Lungs cancer
Luckily his cancer can be cured .

I also like her because he is kind , smart and a gentleman . He knows how to take care of woman .

His class and my class were next to eachother so I used to watched him from the first bench .

After few days I decided to take revenge for everything my ex crush did to me .
I hold C's hand and walked infront of my ex crush .
His face was like -
👁️ 👁️
👄

After that we went to our next class . He seemed sad and kept staring at me . At this point I started feeling uncomfortable .
Luckily next year me and C will be transferred to another college .
I hope I make Great friends.

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You might be wondering

Why am I telling you this story well ,I just wanted to say don't waste your tears on brainless people you are perfect the way you are , don't change yourself for anybody . Love yourself and God will love you .