The Loop

black out

When vendetta woke up, she was confused, naked, and scared.

Her "friend" was laying on the couch, past out in a haze of so many different highs.

For some reason, ven could tell something was wrong. Especially with her body. Her vagina felt odd and her breasts hurt. She couldn't wrap her head around why. She tried to think, to remember, she backtracked. Her memory blacked out after Bri gave her fent.

"Why do I feel like this?... Surely she didn't.. no she couldn't have. I must of just had sex with a one night stand. She wouldn't do that to me."

The thoughts ate at her as she felt stuck, laying down. She didn't want to move her body. Didn't want to get up and see someone she cared about after thinking these things about them. Didn't wanna believe she did that to her. Because, oh, how bad she would feel if these were simply accusations.
So she ignored it.

She ignored her body,

the clues,

Everything.

Instead she went into the bathroom to cleanse her body and shower. Nothing could have compared to the warmth from this shower.
But, as the hot water coated her body, she could feel the tensions in her being released, and suddenly,

she was in agonizing pain.

Her vagina was in pain.
"What the fuck!" She screamed

"What?! What happened!" Brianna exclaimed.

Vens yell woke her from her drug induced slumber.

"Why the fuck does my body feel like this??? What happened last night. I told you I never wanted to be a prostitute or do any line of sex work." Ven answered, alredy knowing what had happened.

"Well.. you told me in the car about how you didn't want to, but it's so helpful with the money and all, so I gave you fent last night so it'd be easier for you to do" she replied so calmly that she seemed insane.

Vendetta had no words.

Why the fuck did she let this person stay with her.

Why did she do those drugs?

Why would someone who used to be so caring sell her own best friend?

She was in shock. As pitiful and dumb as it is, she still didn't make her leave.

Just like when the abusive people in her life would hit her, ven cheat in her face, she still didn't leave.

She had no love for Brianna at this point, but she guessed that in the back of her mind, she thought it was what her own body deserved.

The rest of the day, Vendetta contemplated on calling her parents.

But she didn't.

However, she did decide to do more drugs. Being numb was the only thing she wanted to feel at hat moment.

But fuck, right?

I mean her friend most definitely sold her against her will, but I guess that would be reason enough for most people to do drugs.