Hello there, This is an apology for every one of you for listening to my shit everyday. Ik that I'm so much annoying, I know everything I do is fucked up. I don't deserve you all and recently my health is getting worse mentally and physically both. You all muct he thinking I might be lying or joking but nah! All my Wattpad frds are like a family to me. I don't know the reason why each one of you are loving me? There is nothing special in me. I'm not good enough. I'm not perfect. I am bad at everything but I'm trying so hard to be perfect. You all plz stop loving me, it's just a waste of time nothing else! You all really think that I'm happy and texting you all even after my break up? You think I'm fine? Am I fine? I'm broken completely but the thing is I can't tell anyone. I don't deserve to be in a relationship also, it's my fault that I broke his heart but more than him I'm broken. I really need to stop being happy or else you all will think I'm the happiest here! I'm being a shit nothing else. Just please stop loving me, I do care about each and everyone of you but I don't want to hurt you all which I'm doing my disturbing and annoying you. I am such whore yay! I sound like a sober rn! I feel like kms. I really want to stop annoying you all and let you live happily. I'm really unstable right now even if I don't show, my heart is completely broken in pieces, I feel like someone stabbed me in the heart with a sharp knife. You all are very sweet for hearing to the shit I spit everyday
I'm sorry for everything my lovely cupcakes!
Again, about my stories as I told you all I was on hiatus for sometime cuz I was busy with my studies and shit I had my college too. Also I was on hiatus cuz I needed a small break from all of this. Plz hate me all you want for not writing the stories on time. I know I'm not a great author or a better person but I promise I will write all of them now. I'm still busy these days but I'm trying my best to give my precious(fking) time to all of you. I don't deserve you all. Your love means a lot to me. I hope you all forgive me even If I don't deserve it. I don't know when I will leave WP? I told everyone that I will leave soon but I guess I'm changing my mind maybe? I might now leave so soon or change my mind of leaving so soon only for you guys?
Should I really leave cuz I don't think I belong here with you all. You all are loving me cuz you all love me truly but My love for you is infinite which I might not know how to express but I will try my best to give you all my love and make you happy. I'm sorry once again my lovely people. I'm ok ig
Thankyou for reading my shit! Hope you forgive me...
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