Do you love me.. or not? || Soukoku FANfic

when will i see you again?

As days went past, Chuuya hesitated to even go out in public. Was he scared to see that familiar face. Does he even remember THAT familiar face.

The clock hit 13:43pm (1:43pm) Wednesday 11th February. Chuuya had himself locked in his room. Not communicating to anyone unless Akutagawa or Mori knocked on the door. as it started hitting closer to 2pm Chuuya's stomach started to rumble really loud. It sounded like he hasn't ate anything in a while even though he literally had noodles a couple hours ago.

Chuuya hesitated so much to not go downstairs because he heard a lot of commotion. Some voices he knew and some he has no clue. But as the time went, his stomach was NOT shutting up any time sooner . so he finally took himself off his bed and put on some decent clothing instead of wearing just some pants and a sweatshirt. As he was going downstairs, the commotion started getting louder and louder. Chuuya was so hoping that no one was in the kitchen. He just wanted to get a snack and then go back up.

As Chuuya reached the kitchen door he looked on the right side of the rooms and saw everyone in the other room. A sigh of relief came from Chuuya. But also he was genuinely wondering who was even here. Mori having visitors is kinda weird. Chuuya goes off to say to himself "him having friends is one of a shock." as Chuuya said that he finally went into the kitchen and went to find the food he wants but as Chuuya's slow self, his mind completely changed and he started cooking for himself. he didn't know what he was doing nor how to even begin how to do it. But what do they all say aye . Trust the process

As time went on it was around 15 minutes later Chuuya heard a presence at the kitchen door. As Chuuya puts what he was making down he turns over and goes to look at the person who entered the door. It was a blonde small boy. with a hat. he was smiling..? As Chuuya stared at this young boy. Chuuya asked him "and who might you be? .. and what do you want from me." he said coldly staring at him.

The young boy responded "My name is Kenji! I'm guessing you are Chuuya Nakahara?" Kenji smiled at the ginger. Chuuya looked at Kenji. No response came from Chuuya until Kenji spoke again "Hello?" as Kenji spoke , Chuuya replies " Oh right sorry. Yea, Nice to meet you Kenji. what do u need from me." .. Silence filled the kitchen until Kenji stood up straight and said "Oh nothing! I just heard someone in here so i went to check!! wanna see the others?" Kenji said happily.

Sadly Chuuya didn't wanna see the "others", Chuuya has really never been the one to be around people. I guess you could say he's quite anti social unless he's aware of who they are.

As again and before long, it's the same old casual, Kenji ended up leaving the kitchen and went back to the commotion. Chuuya went back to cooking and as he finished he decided to eat it in the kitchen due to no one was gonna come in there. Well as Chuuya thought thou.

Time went past and Chuuya was eating his food while scrolling through his phone like any other human being would do, god knows what he was watching on his phone but it sure did distract him from reality to not even hear Tachihara and Dazai come through the door. Weirdly enough Dazai didn't even see Chuuya in the kitchen and just got something to eat and walked straight out. Tachihara saw him though. He didn't speak a word all he did was pat him on the shoulder and walked out along side Dazai...

This day started getting slower and slower. Chuuya started getting more and more sleepy as each hour went past.

4 hours went past by now. Chuuya could still hear the commotion slowly... it seemed Chuuya was starting to fall asleep.

well. that was it. one minute Chuuya heard commotion and now he's fast asleep.

2 hours later. (hi)

Dazai ended up walking back into the Kitchen to finally see Chuuya . But he was asleep. Dazai hasn't seen Chuuya in years. So maybe he was a bit happy to see him.
Dazai saw how tired Chuuya looked and probably should really take him upstairs instead of sleeping on the counter table. Dazai with no hesitation picked Chuuya up because that was hella easy. Chuuya was small after all. Dazai ended up taking Chuuya upstairs, surprisingly in the right room. As Dazai got to Chuuya's room, he gently placed Chuuya on his bed and tucked him up in his covers, and moved his hair out of his face. Dazai wanted to stay, really he did. But he couldn't, it would be wrong. They're friends after all right? Does Chuuya even remember Dazai. Oh who knows really.

Dazai wrote a small note and placed it on Chuuya's counter before placing a slight kiss on Chuuya's forehead.

"Sleep well Chu." Dazai said.

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higchknfrkjnefrkjidffjildijff oh my lord, ima probably finish the rest of this in the morning i AMMM TIRED anyway i wanna add some angst to this but i wanted it to be soft argh anyway, goodnighty 😋😋