Why the hell do I fall for you every single time? How do you have this hold on me even after all this time? Why don't you realize that as you're chasing for someone else I've been here waiting patiently? Do you understand I've put myself out there and heart break is all I've felt because the words you say? Why do I put my heart in your hands only to know you will hurt but yet I know and you know I'll always be here with my feelings of love and hate for you? Even though I lie and say I'm fine and okay and I don't care, all I want is hold you in my arms, let you know I'll protect you and always be there for you but you don't see me like that do you? I'm the most amazing girl I have many many many flaws but I know I'm kind and funny and if you were mine I'd be grateful for everyday I get to call you mine. Why don't you understand when you talk about wanting other people I cry for days because I know I can never compare? Why did I fall for you? If falling in love is a great thing then why do I feel so much pain? If you were to tell me you loved me the way I love you then I'd be complete because we'd have out time together and have great memories. But I guess it was never meant to be. So instead of telling you these things I wrote it in a wattpad story so I wouldn't have to own up and confess its you but I know you know who you are. I'm sorry I really am but I love you so why should I hide it?
