To Be Or Not To Be | ✔

•Chapter 16• (Atlas)

Tw: Throwing up

Atlas's Pov:

I see him go pale and I grab the back of his head as fast as I can, he passed out.

I pick him up and carefully carry him to my room and place him on the bed and go to the kitchen to get some water for him when he wakes up

"How did you know he was going to pass out?" I hear Emily's small voice behind me

I turn to face her as I continue to make his drink "He suffers from Vasovagal Syncope, which is a disorder that normally is a drop in heart rate and blood pressure which can cause someone to pass out.." I breathe out "He's suffered from it since we we're teenagers, and I've grown used to taking care of him when it does happen.. it makes me feel better when I'm with him and it happens."

"Mmm." She hums "How did you forgive him so quickly? I mean I was going to as well but I'm not sure if I could that fast.."

"I know him, more than anyone. He didn't mean it. It truly was just a drunken mistake."

She nods "I'm going to go shower.. clear my head." I nod and continue grabbing his drink and making my way pack to my room.

I set it on the bed-side table and grab the trash can from the bathroom placing it beside him.

I remove his shirt and grab a cold rag and place it on his head and crawl into the bed, laying beside him

"It's okay baby." I mummer as I rub his arm

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I wake up to the sound of Zack throwing up profusely, and I rub his back when I realize

"Shh, it's okay, it's okay." I sooth

I don't remember falling asleep but gosh that was a horrible nap

He stops throwing up and I hear soft cries leave his lips

I pull him into my arms and hold him close.

"Sei al sicuro, angelo, stai bene." (You're safe angel, you're okay.)

"T-thank you for taking care of me.. I don't deserve this.." He whispers through sobs

"Always. Do you want a cool shower or bath to cool you off?" I ask

"Mhm.."

"Okay." I go into the bathroom and start the shower making sure it's not too cold but not too hot and get him some boxers and soft pants for after

I walk back to the room and help him up as I walk him to the bathroom and allow him to undress and get into the shower

I hear him sigh in relief and I go to leave.

"Atlas.. please don't leave me." He says softly barely coming above a whisper

"Okay angelo." I undress and get into the shower with him, washing his hair and body for him. I leave soft kisses on his skin and turn him to face me and I place my forehead against his

"I love you and I'll never stay mad at you. Understand?" I whisper

"I love you too.." He says softly "I'll never deserve your forgiveness.. and I'm so sorry I failed to be a good partner.."

I nod, unknowing of what to say anymore.

"Let's get you into something comfortable and I'll make dinner." I say softly

He nods

I get out of the shower and hand him a warm towel and his clothes and go to change in my room

I grab a black hoodie and grey sweatpants, get dressed, and make my way to the kitchen.

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Word Count:
594

A/N

I do apologize for this really short chapter! I promise I'll make it up to you guys in the next few chapters!

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