I'm different and broken

Chapter 1

Abbie's PoV
I woke up, it's a usual bright and horrible day. I got my clothes on walked down stairs then walked back up to wake my brother up. When I walked back to the kitchen I gave my cats there food and just sat on the chair waiting for my brother. He came downstairs put his shoes on and ate breakfast.
I said "make sure you eat all your breakfast and have all what you need for school and don't be late home.I need to stay back at school mum and dad already know ."
Kieron said " but Abbie I don't want to get it alone and have you eaten as well."
"Of course I have eaten and it will be fine your friend is getting the bus". As I lied to my brother my stomach gave me a kick.
We got on the bus and arrived at school. Kieron went to a different school so I would usually pick him up and go home so I never really saw him till I got on the bus.
The minute I walked in Everyone stared at me especially the popular group. I just ignored them and went to my locker.
When I closed my locker of course Charlotte( queen of school) pushed me on the ground. Everyone else knew that they had to leave because it was her rules. Then she would get all the others to but the crap out of me. Then suddenly a boy stopped them.i was shocked and got up and said
" um hello there you must be new but that's not how it works in the school" saying that well one of Charlottes friend grabbed my hair.
The boy said "well she isn't queen of the world she has no right to do that."
As he picked me up and carried me to the back of the school.
He said " I, sorry that was quiet rude well um I better go bye."
As he left I said "bye" and started to walk to class and sat in my seat with everyone gossiping about me as usual.

Jakes PoV
I was just walking round school after helping a girl and just went to the roof to relax I couldn't stop thinking about her and her amazing bright blue eyes.
I didn't wanna forget her. When it was the end of day I walked home and got the usually mum and dad fighting little 2 year old brother crying. Of course I would take my brother to my room and say " shhh little brother I'm here now. No one is going to hurt you and mummy"
I grabbed my mum and took her to my room locked the door and went down stairs to my stepdad.
I said " Steve your making mum and Luke cry stop yelling all the time and get out of the house once in a while and get a fucking job"
As usual he would grab me and start beating me up I didn't care I was used to it. When he was down he would yell 'I'm going to sleep' then my mum would come downstairs.
"Mum I'm going to put Luke to bed then I'm going to sleep love you" I said
I went up stairs put Luke to bed but I had to singing him a song. So I sang.

Jake singing
Hush now little Luke
Daddy and mummy
Are expressing there
Feeling
Big brother will always
Be here
I know I break
I know I cry
But I will never leave
You
now don't you cry
I'll take you to a magical
World one day
I will always
Love you
Now hush little Luke
And close your
Eyes
Morning will come soon

After that he went to sleep. I walked to my room sat in my bathroom grabbed my blade and sliced across my arm and legs then I would bandage it up and go to sleep.

Abbie's PoV
It was the end of day. I was doing extra study's then suddenly someone came in with 2 friends I try to ignore it. But they grabbed me the third one ripped my skirt off . Then he rapped me. They all run I was there crying. I grabbed my stuff got changed and got the bus home. I ran to my room grabbed my blades. I was in the bathroom for 3 hours cutting my thighs, arms and all done my stomach. After I cleaned up I went to bed.