50 shades of fucked up

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Well I'm suppose to be sleeping :DD something I can't do rn. 

Just Bleh I feel like rhino poop 

Remember that moment that u never wanted that u love someone so fucking much and u can't let them go and all u want to do is be with them but at the same time u want to choke them and hang them from the wall and call a clown to come eat them. And ur just so confused u want to throw everything and just stuff urself with ice cream  and get as fat as a elephant. 

At first I was all badass ready to tell that person off like nuh uh gurl *z snap* and at the moment of truth u just remember all the lovely memories u had with that person and instead of a paragraph of how much u hate them you write a paragraph on how much u love them. And u can't even tell them off right like badass come back where did u go? ;-;  

And then you end up just wanting to stay with them but u realize u can't and how ignorant you are and how young you are and how u know nothing. And then you just have mixed emotions ur pissed and sad asf at the same time. And then all u want to do is kiss this person and hug them and cuddle and watch scary movies and laugh at them scream but then u notice ... Their not yours anymore...so stop dreaming little girl.. 

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⏰ Last updated: Jul 19, 2015 ⏰

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