Social High School

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by 80sTransGuy

by 80sTransGuy

Oh golly gee, god do I sound I'm 80.

So, quick explanation: I'm in a sticky situation here.

So, back in good ol' nightmare fuel, middle school, I didn't fully address my gender. People would mostly just assume I'm a girl because of my hair and that I used the ladies locker room. So, yeah. But, a good bit of the actually successful kids also went to my high school. So, this is where it gets awkward. They probably saw the visual clues that I'm trans, but they try their best to NEVER use pronouns. Ha ha. I'm sure they just don't know what pronouns I use. And some kids still address me as a girl. Fucking idiots. At least one. Can't say their name. We'll call him J. Well J is a fucking dumbass. He's probably the only person in my way in social transition at school. He was also kind of a pain back in middle school. But anywho. One day, me and some other kids (one who's non binary) were sitting together at lunch. He asked one of them if they ate an orange (dumb question.) The first one says no. They he says "what about her?" to the second girl. "What about them?" to the non-binary person. Then, "what about her?" pointing to me. Listen, I'm a modest person. I try to stay neutral and positive as I can be publicly. I didn't say anything, being the silent soul I am. But man, I just wanna approach J one day, with a knife. One leaves alive. Obviously, that's only in my wildest of dreams. I am self conscious, I know better. I'll never do it. But just putting it out there, it's normal to feel that way but NEVER act it.

Like mentioned before, people see me as the outdated kid. Really outdated. All 80s style, and barely even uses social media. Most people's stance on me is positive or neutral, seeing me as that 80s kid or just an extremely smart boy.

I also may or may not like a girl ;)

Wait no, please don't blackmail me.

I doubt she likes me back though.

She's from my middle school, and before saw me as a girl. But, I don't know if her view changed since now I'm trans. Nor do I know she'll date a trans guy. So yeah, there's this big gap of mystery and unknown here. We're just friends now, but I think that's how we might always be, unfortunately.