Forget You Not

Chapter 4

ZEE'S POV

I suddenly woke up when I heard the alarm of my wrist watch was ringing nonstop. At first I was a bit confused on why does my wristwatch was doing it's alarm when usually my bedside alarm clock would always wake me up.

Then I remember I came to the Keerati house just to see Nunew. For days that I don't see Nunew the missing feeling I had crashes over me and it came to the point that I had to surrender with my plans again.

I was startled when I feel someone arm was wrapping around me as his head was resting on the crock of my neck. My body stiffen as I realize it was Nunew hugging me so tightly. Every fiber of my being was alerted as his legs are moving to the part where it's not supposed to.

I hold his leg to prevent him from going there, cuz if he would go up more my would surely be startled and wake up as my thing was standing so hard like rock. I sigh deeply before I slowly take off his leg and shove it gently on the side as I'm afraid he would wake up.

Then a take off his hand after that makes him moan in protest. I held back myself to wrap my arm around him, cuz God knows I won't settle on just hugging him.

When I was free out of Nunew's hold I stood and walked to Nunew's bathroom and washed my face. I smile as I saw that the toothbrush I'm using when I would stay in his house was beside his toothbrush. If you don't know our relationship, you would think we're in a romantic relationship.

But we never in that kind of relationship. He just often let me stay in his house and to sleep over when I visited as my condo was far away.
I sometimes wonder why he would let me stay on his room, but he would say he was more comfortable to sleep beside me as we are both men and we can't no one of us will think of something women and men do.

I think that was a crazy thought of him. How can he be so sure that I'm not thinking that thought. Well, of he wouldn't know what I think. I'm good at keeping my feelings to not show.

Everyone in his family was too comfortable of me to be with Nunew. They all think I'm a good influence and very good motivation for his life.
But they were all wrong about be. They don't know I harbor deep feelings for their son.

I took the toothbrush and get some toothpaste from Nunew and brush my teeth. Then I started cleaning my teeth, but I stop for when I heard the door opens and Nunew came in rubbing his eyes as he was yawning.

I watch in the mirror as he walked directly to the toilet and pull down his pajamas and peed like he didn't care of the world. I choke with the toothpaste and cough continuesly as I was too shock to see the thing that I never expected to see.

Nunew was startled where instantly finished and pulled up his pajamas. He went to me directly and help rub my back.

"Are you okay Hia?" He ask. Shit his not helping me at all. I look at the mirror and saw his worried face.
But the thing I saw in the mirror awhile ago play back in my head.

"I'm okay Nu.." then I spit everything in my mouth and drink some water to gurgle and spit again.

"Be careful on brushing your teeth Hia." He says unknowingly knows the truth. I turn to face him and saw his still worried face. I look down at him and saw that his now decent to look, but my brain his image is not decent at all.

I look away and let go a long breath.

"I might be late for work. I need to go now." I said and walk out of the bathroom. I heard him washing his hand before he came out.

I immediately changed my clothes as he was standing not far away from him watching me. I don't know what he was thinking, but right now I'm restraining my self for the whirlwind emotions that I'm feeling. Thank God it's morning as he wouldn't thought more about my thing being hard and it's not reveling as I wear my boxer today.