Isabella Rossi

{chapter 17}

"She was a giver. Always poured too much of her love. never realized watering a rock doesn't make it soft."
(before reading, please read chapter 1 and 2 of the lost rossi!)
tw: mentions of suicide and sh
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Isabella pov

Apollo stayed for dinner, but everyone kept on glaring at him, Except Mama and Nonna, so he left at 7, its now around 8pm and we're play monopoly.

everyone is playing, i'm surprised how competitive they are.

"Isa, you landed on my property, give me 350," Elly says,"No i thi-" i get cutoff by a knock on the door.

"who the hell is here at 8pm?" my father says, getting a gun,"come on, Ellio," dad says, and Elly whines but goes with him.

after a few moments, we hear dad yell,"what the hell?!" and we all go run to the door, and i see a girl who looks around 12, and a boy who looks just like me and elly,"you're the boy a ran into at school!" i exclaim,"remember, Elly? i told you i bumped into a boy who looks just like you at school," i say, looking at him.

"why didn't you tell us, Angel?" dad asks,"cause i didn't think to," i shrug, and dad just sighs, shaking his head,"then who's the girl," mama says,"She's my little sister- well not really but-""Oakley shut the hell up," the girl sighs.

"can we come it or are you going to make me explain everything out here in the cold?" she says, i like her, she has and attitude.

"yes yes, come on," mama says grabbing the little girl and oakleys hand, guiding them into the living room, and we all follow them.

"so? are you gonna fucking explain?" Alex says, earning a glare from Oakley and i giggle,"well, basically my mother-the donna of the russian mafia- kidnapped Oakley from the hospital when he was born, apparently you didn't know you were supposed to have triplets, so she thought it was perfect since she always wanted a son," the girl says.

he's my brother?!

"why didn't we know we had three babies?" mama asks,"the doctors worked for my mother," she says,"what's you're name?" i ask,"Alysa," she smiles at me,"I'm Is-""i know your name, i actually know everyone's name here."

wow.

time skip-

after hours of talking, mom and dad decided that Oakleys moving in! apparently he shot Alysa's mom so she can't go back there, and Elana practically begged Ales for them to adopt her, and he said yes.

right now me and Alysa are in my room,"here, you can wear this," i say, giving her a pair of pajamas, while grabbing me some too,"you can get dressed in the bathroom," i say,"thank you."

(Alysa's pjs)

(Isabella's but with a white tank top)

i couldn't find a long sleeve shirt, but its fine, as i walk out of my closet i see Alysa on my bed,"i'm glad they fit," i smile, she smiles but it fades when she sees my arms and neck,"oh my god! what happened?" she says, worried,"oh uh it's nothing, maybe i'll tell you another day," i say.

"come on, my mom said you could sleep in one of the guest bedrooms," i say, grabbing her hand and leading her to the guest bedroom. it's the only other bedroom besides nonno and nonna, and my family's bedrooms on this floor,"you can decorate later, Ales and Elena will take you shopping this weekend, Also, everything you need is in the bathroom. come get someone if you need anything," she just smiles and nods in response.

Oakley will be sleeping in Ellys room until his room is done.

instead of thinking about everything, i decided to go to my room to draw and listen to music.

i just drew what i felt. yes i love my family, i like it here but, i just feel like im a burden. they don't like yelling around me, and act as if i'll break if they say or do one wrong thing.

if i were to just..end it, would their life's be easier? would they be happier?

with tears in my eyes, i get up and walk to my bathroom. when i open the drawer, i look for the blade.

don't do it.

I let out a sob before turning around and walking back in my room to get my phone.

Apollo🫶🏻
Isabella: are you busy?
Apollo:no why? are you okay sweetheart?
Isabella:no.
Apollo:whats wrong? do i need to come over?
Isabella:please.
Apollo:I'll be there in 5.

i'm waiting on my bed, still crying, and after what feels like forever i grab the blade, but before i can bring it to my wrist the door opens, i look up, dropping the blade and lout out a sob, then he runs up to me.

"it's okay love, i'm here."

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i really didn't wanna make them wait🤷‍♀️

any wayyy what would y'all like to see in the next chapter??

love,

Maddison💗🫶🏼