𝔸 ℙ𝔸ℝ𝕋𝕀ℂ𝕌𝕃𝔸ℝ ℂℍ𝔸ℕ𝔾𝔼 𝕆𝔽 ℍ𝔼𝔸ℝ𝕋 ( 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐔𝐄𝐃 )

( 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟏 )

“ how can you even ask of me to do that conan ? how ?!” I exclaimed .

“ because she's spiralling out of control and we don't know what to do okay ?” I took a deep breath before exhaling .

“ you think I care ? you honestly think I give a heck , in what state Olivia is ????? do you ????” conan just glanced at me .

“ you have the audacity to come in my house and talk about the same person who came in my life , just to ruin it .” Conan shook his head .

“ it's not like that okay ? i get that y'all had a few problems back then but she always cared about you and brought you up in conversations .” i smirked .

“ for the wrong reasons obviously .” I crossed my arms as I sat down on the sofa .

“ don't say that okay ? Olivia really did care about and she always will .She was just having a really hard time showing it because ... because she couldn't .”  i threw my head back as I sighed .

I wanted to cry again .

“ what are you even talking about ?” I asked softly .

“ well , Olivia has access to her accounts ... but only to a certain extent .” what the hell is he talking about ?

“ and why would I even believe you ?” I asked , glancing over at him .

“ because it's true .

she only has access to it when she posts about being on tour , other than that , you can only fully contact her on whatsapp cause they don't have any control on that .” I frowned .

“ who is they ?” Conan sat down next to me .

“ her manager .” I flickered my eyes .

“ but why would they even do that ? she's ... she's literally doing everything they expect of her .” conan clicked his tongue .

“ but you not exactly part of the plan .

they want to seperate you from her and that's why she says all those mean things to her cause she's forced to .” I tried to process everything that I was hearing .

“ so ... i’m ruining her life ?” I asked softly .

“ olivia doesn't think that though , she thinks you a really good friend that could get back on the right path .” my bottom lip quivered .

“ that's not the question , Conan .” I glanced at his face that immediately changed after I asked that question .

“ am I ruining her life , conan ?” he gulped .

“ honestly ... you kinda are b-but that doesn't mean anything.” a tear rolled down my cheek .

“ thank you for telling me Conan .

i-i’ll leave her then .” I stood up as Conan kept rambling .

“ mel - listen to me ... you cannot cut Olivia off , she cares about you , you know what that will do to her ????” I couldn't feel anything , except my body being numb .

“ are you even listening to me ??? Mel ?!” I glanced at him before wiping my wet cheeks .

“ I'm glad I met you but you have to go now .” Conan looked sturned .

“ I can't leave , are you nuts ???!! Olivia is going to kill me if anything happens to you .” I ran my fingers through my hair .

“ tell her to do what actually makes her happy and that is being an artist , she never needed me okay ???? it's just an illusion !” i exclaimed as I walked upstairs .

my eyes were burning , my heart was aching .

why did I have to met her in the first place ?????!!!