"i dont know what to do anymore. Im lost"
"I have nowhere to go.
After the storm in arcadia bay.
I lost everything." I said to Him.3 months ago in my hometown there was a huge storm that destroyed everything. i saw this in the news shocked, trembling from fear. i was out of town visiting my grandparents. So the storm didnt get me, but it took away my everything. My parents died in it with all my friends. My grandparents were the only ones i had left, but now theyre gone too. Now i have nowhere to go and no one to rely on.
Im left on my own to survive.i was a student at blackwell academy. i was one of the best students. My dream was to be a big artist. For my paintings to displayed somewhere. For people to see and admire. All i wanted was to be seen by the world.
Unfortunately those dreams will never come true.
Now im homeless and live off of train hopping, shoplifting and random people i meet while im on the go.
I had money for a motel tonight so ill have a good night sleep after a while. I have to keep going tomorrow. I washed all my clothes im the bathtub after taking a bath. There wasnt any hot water, but its okay, atleast i could clean myself up. i put on a shirt and opened the window so i could smoke a cigarette. My mom always got super upset when she smelled cigarettes on me after a party. I miss her so much. Sorry mom.
I closed the curtains and layed down to get some rest. It took me 3 minutes to fall asleep. I was so exhausted after walking for days.After i woke up i layed there wondering where i'm gonna go now. I never have plans on where im going. Im always just wandering around Oregon.
"Well now i have to start packing"
i got out of bed and packed my freshly dried clothes. Brushed my teeth, put on a pullover and jeans then left the motel.I was walking on the side of the road until i found traintracks. This will take me somewhere i guess. Until the next train comes ill just draw the view.
its a windy day. Im kinda cold.
i started sketching the trees in front of me and the rocks, the sky. the usual forest stuff. theres not much around here.I always carry a journal around with me. i write down my journey of how im doing and what its like to travel alone as a 17 year old. Id like to give this notebook to my children in the future. of course, If i ever make it out of this situation.
"i had money for a motel last night. i dont know where im gonna go now but i found traintracks that go south, im just waiting for a train to come so i can hop on it. i currently have 25 dollars in my wallet. not sure how many days of food that is but i know its not much. i desperately need to get some money but i have no idea how. i cant just like beg for money??"
i wrote in my journal, before a train finally arrived.
i hopped on the moving train and watched the view.
After 30 mins i saw a girl in the distance. she was trying to do the same thing i was. she hopped on the same cart as me since she saw that i was here. Is this a hippie??- i thought to myself
-"oh um hey.."- i said to her.kinda awkwardly since i havent had a real conversation with a person in weeks.-hi pretty girl. U look kinda rough, are u okay?
-yeah its just that ive been walking for weeks on my own. i dont really have anywhere to go so im just wandering around.
-You don't have anywhere to go?
-Not really.
-what happened? - she asked
-its a long story. Anyways.. whats ur name?
-People call me Cassidy. whats yours pretty girl?- she tilts her head as shes talking to me
-Its y/n.
-thats it? just y/n, no last name? Well nice to meet you y/n. ill only get off in like 30 mins until then lets get to know eachother.
-okay!
(am i finally gonna make a friend?) -i thought to myself
-so what are u into y/n?
-Well i don't know.. i really like art. you know just like sketching and shit. I also was really into video games before you know.. i basically became homeless. What about you?
-like hippie stuff. Music and being free. you really remind me of one of my friends. I think you two would get along really well.
- oh really? whats their name?
-Sean diaz. I can introduce you to him if you want me to. Hes a really handsome boy. -she winked at me
( what?? why would she want to introduce me to some guy? i only met her 10 minutes ago, but i dont really have friends out here so i guess it wont hurt.)
We got to know eachother a little bit more before it was time to get off
-well i think this is it. lets go.-she said
We got off the train and she started leading me somewhere in the woods. we were walking for 30 minutes before i saw a camp. There were a few people there.
(i dont even know these people. what am i doing here. i feel so awkward. i wonder which one is the guy cass was talking about)
-come on!
She led me to a guy. i guess this is sean?-heeey seanie boy! this is a girl i met today on a train. i wanted to introduce her to you! i think you would get along soo well! so! Sean this is y/n.
y/n this is Sean. get to know eachother while i go find Finn. i have to talk to him asap!She said as she walked away while giving us a grin.
-oh hey.- he said
-hey.. what are you doing in the woods? is this like a camping trip with friends?
-Nahh. we pretty much live here.
- ohh thats cool!
- where do you live y/n??
-nowhere really.
-how come?? you dont have to tell me if you dont want to.
-no its okay. basically i have nowhere to go.
after the storm in arcadia bay... i lost everything.I HOPE YOU LIKED THIS FIRST PART!!
im sorry if theres some problem with the grammar english isnt my first language.
anyways if this first part gets some reads then ill defineatly will continue this book!🥰
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Lost girl | sean diaz x female reader
FanfictionThis book is about a girl who lost everything after the storm. Y/n meets new people who will help her in her journey. At this time she meets Sean diaz who she met through a girl named Cassidy. Sean diaz and her quickly become close. maybe even close...