You Belong To Them (Lucifer x reader x Alastor)

Chapter one

Y/N'S pov

There i was, happy in hell with my two amazing boyfriends-

WOAH WOAH WOAH! You think we're start here!? Absolutely not! Let us go to the beginning, shall we~? It started when i was born, a cute, adorable little me! I loved myself when i was a kid.. And a baby. I was a cute, little chubby gal!

At the age one, i learned how to form full sentences. I even had proper English. I was never mean, and i promised myself that. When i was two, my mom taught me how to make fresh squeezed lemonade. And boy, was that delicious!

At the age of three, i moved school. I said my goodbyes to my old buddies. Oh how much I'll miss them! And how much i do now!

At the age of six, i got a new dog. His name was Zeke! He was an absolute angel sent from heaven! I mean, the black and white husky fur, the way he ran, darting around outside every time he got a change.

At the age of nine, we got a new husky. It was a girl. Her name was Artemis! But slowly.. It fell.. Everything feel apart..

At the age of ten, we had to get rid of Artemis for no reason. She didn't do anything wrong! She did NOTHING!! That's the age i started self harming.

At the age of 11, i witnessed my dad trying to kill himself... Putting a shotgun up to his head and pulled the trigger.. There weren't any bullets. Thank god.

At the age of 12 i went to my first mental hospital. Everything basically rubbed off on me.. I came back six days later.

The day after my dad's birthday, my mom filed a divorce because him and HIS side of the family were making fun of her. Calling her a wh*ore because she got r*aped. Days after, i made my first attempt. Suicide. Overdose on the medications for depression. I was rushed to the hospital, all i could see was my two older brothers and my mom looking down at me. My aunt was watching my younger brother.

Years passed and i grew older and older. I am now 17, almost 18 years old. Still trying to commit. Right now, i was at school, hanging around my friend group.

"Sooooo... I was thinking... Maybe we should all go out to eat tonight~?" Emma said happily. She was the fun one.

"Meh.. Works for me i guess." Jake said. He was the chill one.

"Why do you always want to hangout!?" Lizzy yelled. She's, of course, the rude one.

"Of course, I'll go, Em'." I said, i were the nicest one in the group. I knew what it was like to be bullied. So i didn't do it.

School ended and we all met up at the park. The part was quiet.

"So... Emma, my girl.. Where are we going?" Jake said. He calls her "my girl" all the time. But it was clear Emma didn't want him.

"Welllll... I was just thinking, maybe was could all go to the movies.. Maybe mess with a little... " she grabbed her bag out of her backpack and held up an ouija board. "Paranormal~"

"Jesus! EM! Put that down! Where did you get that!?" I begged her to throw it away or something, but she wouldn't listen, so you gave up. "Fine.. But I'm not messing with this stuff! I'm not getting involved with the devil! Matter of fact, my schedule is messed up so... I need to go back home." I lied.

"Pussy." Lizzy said.

"Matter of fact, i am one!" I said. Lizzy smirked.

"Well, miss 'PuSsY', if you aren't going then i guess you don't wanna be our friend.." Lizzy was manipulating me.

"No no! It's not that... Its just... I'm scared.." I reassured everyone. They looked at me dumbfounded then walked away. "Where are y'all going!?" I panicked.

"We're going without you. Have fun hanging out with your mom! Tell her i said hi!" Emma said. Why do they always do this..?

I walked back to my place, barging in the house and slammed the door behind me. "Sweetie? Are you here?" My mom called out from the kitchen.

"Yeah, Ma! I'm doing fine!" I said as I walked into my room and closed the door behind me. I hated school so i always take a nap afterwards. I crawled into the bed after i took my shoes off. I closed my eyes, slowly falling asleep.

A few hours passed. I grabbed my phone and looked at the time. I saw how my notifications were blown up. Shit.. I went to my Snapchat and peeked into the group chat. I scrolled all the way up. They were.. Talking shit about me..? Why..? I read the chat.

Lizzy- i hate Y/n! I hate her so much! I wish she just killed herself!!

Jake- frrrrrrrr (he's high)

Emma- guys.. Y'all are so mean! What is Y/n sees!?

Lizzy- let her see! She'll finally know that we're trying to get rid of her.

I turned my phone off. I didn't care. I was going to do another attempt.. Matter of fact. I WILL NOT be surviving any more. I hate it..

I grabbed my medications for my depression. I had 18 more left.. This should work. Without water, i took all the pills. One by one. Two by two. Three by three until there was none left. About a few seconds later, my head started spinning as my stomach started feeling pain. I could smell anything. My scent in my room was completely gone. I started sweating but i felt so cold. As soon as I felt the walls spin, i cried out for my mom.

"Mom! Mama!" I cried. I could barely see her opening up the door. My breathing started getting lower and lower. As i was about to collapse, my mom caught me, yelling at one of my siblings to call the ambulance. My heart was racing faster and faster as i lost sight of my vision, my body slowly.. Very slowly, shut down.

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Alright guys! That's the end of this chapter. Please don't Od. Trust me. It hurts. It doesn't feel good. STAY SAFE MY LITTLE LOVE BUGS!