Scum A is not scum [Quick Wear]

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　　She quickly divorced her father for this opportunity, but after winning the election, she had a car accident on the way to the theater. While being treated in the hospital, she found out that she was pregnant.

　　The mother wanted to have an abortion, but because of her car accident, abortion would be life-threatening, so she gave birth to Gu Qingyan.

　　But because of this car accident, she lost her chance to perform in the Grand Theater and also ruined her dancing career.

　　Because she left a bump on her left foot.

　　My mother has always been a strong person, but she completely broke down over this matter.

　　While she had to deal with her disability, she also had to cope with various reactions during pregnancy. She also learned on the eve of giving birth that her husband had remarried.

　　In fact, the two have been divorced for almost a year, so it is normal for the other party to get to know someone new.

　　But the mother was unhappy because of the divorce and was too embarrassed to ask for reconciliation. She thought that after giving birth to Gu Qingyan, she would apologize to her husband and reconcile with him. After all, that was the only light in her life. However, she did not expect that this light would also disappear.

　　Gu Qingyan was a premature baby, a lucky one that the doctors had worked hard to save from the hands of death.

　　But her mother was totally irresponsible.

　　She didn't know how to take care of the child, was arrogant and conceited, refused to breastfeed, and couldn't prepare the milk powder properly, so Gu Qingyan was often hungry. The child cried loudly because of hunger. The neighbors came to cause trouble several times, and finally Gu Qingyan's grandmother couldn't stand it anymore and took her away.

　　But Gu Qingyan's father remarried, and the other party was willing to marry him only after hearing that the man had no children. This caused trouble at home again. After several times, everyone was exhausted and Gu Qingyan was sent back.

　　As for Grandma Gu Qingyan, she was completely unaware of this matter.

　　The mother didn't know how to take care of the child. After a few days of comfortable life, she was ridiculed by her father's remarried partner when she gave him the child. In a rage, she took Gu Qingyan back to her mother's house. Unexpectedly, the two families became enemies after this incident. Gu Qingyan was thrown around. In the end, her grandmother couldn't stand it anymore and took Gu Qingyan back home. She said to both parties: "If you don't raise her, I will!"

　　"Especially you, Qilong. Don't bring your wife to see me in the future! She doesn't want to see the child, and I don't want to see her either!"

　　It was not until the dust settled and Gu Qingyan was almost one year old that she was given a name.

　　Named Qingyan by my grandmother, she takes my father's surname.

　　Unfortunately, Gu Qingyan was still young and could not remember anything at that time. All these old stories were told to her by her grandmother when she sent her to find her mother.

　　Grandma was old and could no longer take care of Gu Qingyan, so she had to be taken in by her uncles and aunts to be taken care of in her old age. No one wanted to support another child, and her stepmother on her father's side was even more unwilling to let her marry in, so Gu Qingyan was sent back to her mother.

　　My mother never remarried, and her life was quiet and lonely.

　　She was always sad that she couldn't dance, and was also upset about her husband's remarriage.

　　Because she has always been a fairy in the sky and has never come down to the mortal world.

　　When she saw Gu Qingyan again, her mother, who was originally reluctant about her arrival, now had a glimmer of hope in her eyes, because Gu Qingyan and she were exactly like her when she was a child.

　　Her mother wanted to fulfill her unfinished dream in her.

　　The mother was very strict with little Gu Qingyan. She had requirements on what time she should practice, what time she should eat, and how and what she should eat.

　　She strictly controlled Gu Qingyan's diet to keep her body light at all times, hoping to create another self.

　　But Gu Qingyan has no talent in dancing.

　　Her bones are very stiff and need to be pried apart forcefully.

　　The first time I spread my legs, I shed a lot of tears.

　　She couldn't remember the moves, always fell when dancing, and couldn't keep up with the progress of the dance class. The teacher persuaded her to drop out more than a dozen times.

　　But her mother thought that Gu Qingyan was just deliberately not knowing how to do it, so she taught Gu Qingyan at home, treating the child like an adult and beating him if he didn't do it well. Gu Qingyan had bruises on her body from falling and on her face from being beaten.

　　Finally, the neighbors couldn't stand it anymore and notified the neighborhood committee.

　　The neighborhood committee then notified the Gu family, and the news finally reached grandma's ears.

　　Grandma is in her seventies, but she still has to judge the case for Gu Qingyan. When she came over, she saw Gu Qingyan, who was so young, practicing with the pole alone, crying while practicing, and Gu Qingyan's mother was drinking beside her.

　　She was drunk and said something like, "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't have ruined my dancing career and wouldn't have divorced my husband."

　　Blame all the misfortunes in life on Gu Qingyan.

　　Grandma came over and slapped my mother to wake her up, and in front of all the neighbors, she called my mother a "shrew!"

　　Then she took Gu Qingyan away in front of everyone, as if her mother had disappeared from that day on.

　　Although the Gu family didn't want the child to be brought back, Gu Qingyan had half Gu family blood flowing in her body, and seeing that Gu Qingyan was so thin and small and had been bullied so badly, they didn't say anything.

　　Grandma gave part of her pension to her stepmother, who was reluctant but eventually accepted Gu Qingyan.

　　Gu Qingyan grew up like this.

　　Later news about her mother seemed to be that she remarried and married a rich man. As for whether she was living a good life, Gu Qingyan didn't know.

　　......

　　Gu Qingyan held a flashlight in one hand and told Rong Chu these things while leaning on her shoulder.

　　She mentioned those things in a calm tone, as if these things did not happen to her but to someone else.

　　Gu Qingyan said, "In fact, I don't remember the painful experiences in my childhood. It's just that my grandma would sometimes bring it up. Whenever she did, she would hug me and call me her dear grandson. I only remember that there was a heavy smell of medicine on my grandma, and I can't remember the rest."

　　Maybe people have a protection mechanism, maybe she deliberately forgot the painful memories, or maybe Gu Qingyan was too young at the time and she didn't remember what happened in the past.

　　Gu Qingyan said: "Although my aunt often has a cold face, she never beats or scolds me. If her children have something to eat, I have one too. If they have something to wear, I have one too."

　　"My father was even more taciturn. He seldom spoke, but whenever I asked for money, he would pay it out happily."