Mystery | Yoonmin

29. Worst Day

Fights, shouts and physical abuse isn't something Jimin experienced for the first time. More than half of his childhood he saw his parents fighting, shouting and he himself is a victim of physical abuse from his own father. In his childhood when he used to recieve blows for minor reasons he used to cry. With time he stopped crying and even flinching. He believed nothing can hurt him anymore. He was wrong, his brother's death brought all those suppressed tears back surfacing his eye's. But after this atleast Jimin was sure there is literally nothing which can lead him to cry.

But today the moment those harsh words left Yoongi's mouth, the nothingness in his eyes, the way Yoongi thrashed him. Everything proved Jimin he is again wrong.

He is a liar. He lied to himself that he is strong. But truth is he is weak. Weak for those he loves. Weak for Yoongi.

He left the appartment as fast as he could just to stand infront of the said building and smack his hand on the wall. Pain from the bleeding knuckles couldn't overcome the pain he felt inside.

He just wanted to talk it out. He just wanted things to get good between them like before.

He stayed there staring towards the crooked building for sometime. May be he is still waiting for Yoongi to come out, to search for him, to sort everything out, to just become what they were before.

When it's past ten at night, two hours after the said event he realised he is just wasting time. Yoongi isn't coming behind him anymore. And may be he should also stop bothering Yoongi if that's all he wants.

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"Fuck"

This is one of the worst day in his life. No matter how hard Yoongi try to come out of all this mess, he gets more engraved in them.

Today he thought he might lessen his guilt a bit only if Zack listened to him.

"I don't want to do this anymore. I guess I can't stop Jimin from finding his brother's murderer. I-"

His words didn't finish even when he received a blow at his jaw. He somehow knew it. Zack will not let him go that easily and he is prepared to get whatever shots aimed towards him.

"You really think you can leave that fucking easily. They paid us way too much and if we don't no if you don't finish your task we both are dead.

And what about your sister. You don't care anymore or what"

"I do, I do and I will take care of her the way I did before. But I can't keep lying and manipulating him anymore and-"

"No way Yoongi, don't tell me like some stupid tv drama you fall in love with your target."

"No, I don't love him. I just don't want to feel guilty anymore"

"And you never had this urge before?

Even when a teenage guy was almost at the verge of death because you gave him as much drugs as he asked for some extra money knowing the fact he can get overdosed."

"I can't do this one"

"Ughh fuck Yoongi you are testing my patience" grabbing his collar Zack threw him in the dirty floor.

With in few minutes he received punches and kicks all over his body. Curling into a ball he tried to dodge as much as he could. After few minutes which felt like hours it all stopped.

"You don't have any option now. Do it if you don't want your sister to die before her time arrives"

Jungkook's words that day hit him way too much than it should. He thought a lot and came to conclusion to stop it all. He will again join the Beasts and can take care of the bills. But as there is a saying it's easy to get your hands dirty with crimes but so hard to wash them off.