Dear Diary
People must change allot when they get to know someone. I know I do. When I know someone I trust them with all my heart. I tell them anything and everything. I’m sure that will change once someone hurts me but that hasn’t happened yet so I’m all okay. For now. But there are people like my so called ‘friend’ who I thought I could trust. Yet I don’t learn from my mistakes do I?
Hope, that’s her name the ‘friend’ we got close, and fast. She knows everything about me and I know nothing about her. She was a weird friend I always knew that but she was never this bitchy. Now she acts like she’s the queen of the world. Complaining to me and being a total complete bitch when i don't do exactly as she says. i make a tiny mistake and she doesn't get accept that I'm human like normal people would. That coming from me is allot because I hate conflict and hurting people. But this is too much. I can’t take her snide comments, she knows they hurt yet she says them anyway. I want to cry but I don’t. I never cry in front of people or for them. Ever. And I’m not going to start now.
If you’re wondering, no I don’t have a huge sap story. I don’t have secrets. I just need to vent. Right now that’s about fucking hope the girl who thinks she’s the top of the world. I thought I knew her I thought I could count on her. But when I go to her about to be in tears she laughs. the girl who i thought was my best friend is not her.
Was she always like this? Did i just not notice? Why do people change when you know them?
