Can you fix my heart? 💚🩷 - Minsung

Prolougue: Min-ho

Lee-Min-Ho

Ugh, another semester of school, with only the joy of knowing that there are two years left of full on studying. I wish I could find a guy to date, someone to give my abundant love to, But alas there are none who fit my standards. I need a man who can treat me right, who will hug me when I'm sad and also be a babygirl, my babygirl. But not a girl, I don't like girls in that way, they're just not, it? 

I mean I've known I was gay since I was fourteen. In my family, it is a disgrace to be gender diverse. You can imagine how it was coming out to them. I came out about when I was eighteen, so basically they yelled at me, kicked me out of the house and I was honestly happy. 

I've been working since I was fourteen as a maths tutor in an academy so I had enough funds to move out of the house. I didn't need to pay for university because I got a full scholarship which I studied my ass off for. I deserved that scholarship and one day when I become a surgeon and have a fancy as shit apartment here in Seoul I'm going to visit my parents and rub it in their stupid motherf***ing faces. 

They'd abused me all my life, I was told I was trash, good for nothing and if I got anything less than an A on a test, the next morning I would be covered in blood. Thankfully I've been an excelling student all my life so that never really happened but they still found ways to torture me.

As a twenty-two year old now, my friends are the only family I need, they've been there for me all the way and I'm very grateful to them. Kim-Seung-min, Christopher Bang-Chan and Seo-Chang-Bin. Those are three boys I will never have romantic feelings for. Oh! I love cats. I have two at the moment but I really want another one, their names are Soongie and Doongie. 

But I still have to go to school, UGHHHH. I roll out of bed and step into the bathroom of my small apartment which is the only thing I can afford but it has two bedrooms. I have gotten a boarder who apparently is named Han-Ji-Sung, is going to the same Uni as me and in the same field, I hope he's cute. As I brush my teeth after getting out of the shower Soonie walks into the bathroom. He sits there silently looking up at me, honestly kinda creepy. " Hey Soonie? Neo gwenchana?" as soon as I ask he struts away wagging his tail like a dog, what the heck was that? I decide to shake it off because Soonie is one hard nut to crack. 

I walk out of the bathroom and find clothes to wear. I am fashionable to say the least but, hey it is Seoul, everyone's fashionable around here. I put on black faded baggy jeans, and a white tee shirt. On top of the tee shirt I put on a cuffed loose fit shirt leaving the first three buttons undone, I do go to the gym, Not to toot my own horn but I'm kinda ripped. I wear a small silver hoop earring on my right earlobe and a silver chain bracelet. Oh shit! I completely forgot my new roommate is supposed to be here. We're going to the orientation together because we are in the same field and I'm showing the juniors around so I'm going to drive him there too. PLEASE BE CUTE! I actually haven't seen his face because we only texted each other on Kakao talk so I don't know but here's hoping he's cute, oh and gay. I quickly clean up my room, the living room, kitchen and bathroom, Han-ji-sung ssi's things are already in his room so I won't bother about that. After cleaning I wait for him to show up while eating cereal.