𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗕𝗲𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗱 𝗥𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗵 •𝗠𝗶𝗻𝘄𝗼𝗻 𝗢𝗻𝗲𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘁•

𝗣𝗮𝗿𝘁 - 𝗹

It's been three long years since I last saw him, and today is finally the day I get to meet him again. My heart is pounding with excitement, but at the same time, nerves are creeping in. How am I supposed to act after all this time? I keep imagining his face, his smile, and the moment we'll lock eyes after so long. The thought of it makes me both thrilled and anxious. I don't even know what to say or how to express everything I've been feeling these past years. Will I shudder? Will I freeze? All I know is that this meeting means everything to me, and I hope I don't mess it up.

Should I finally confess what I've been holding inside all these years? Does he feel the same way about me as I do about him? Every time I close my eyes, I can still picture him so vividly, standing there in that grey suit he wore at our friend's wedding. He looked absolutely perfect, like he always does, no matter what he's wearing. If I'm honest with myself, he's the most beautiful man I've ever seen. There's something about him, something indescribable and unique, that I can't find in anyone else, no matter how hard I try.

Yes, today is the day I'll confess. I can't keep waiting for him to realize how I feel. I've missed him so much, more than words can ever express. These three years abroad were tough, but at least I've accomplished my goals. Still, none of it felt complete without him by my side.
I miss my Wonwoo too much his quiet presence, his warmth, everything about him. I can't wait to finally hold him again, to feel his slender body fitting perfectly against mine. This moment has been in my dreams for too long, and now it's time to make it real.
No matter how terrible my day gets, just thinking about him makes everything better.

I've decided to wear something green or purple his favorite colors. I hope he will notice, but even if he doesn't, it's okay. God....why am I so completely whipped for him?

I can already imagine how stunning he'll look today. He's a man who always speaks so softly, his words flowing like a melody, paired with that gentle smile of his. Just the thought of meeting him in a few hours gives me goosebumps. I feel so lucky to have him in my life, even if he doesn't fully realize how much he means to me.

I've prepared a bouquet for him, mixing different flowers together, hoping he won't judge if it's imperfect. All I want is for him to feel the love I've poured into it. I just want to look perfect, at least for today. But as I get ready, I start feeling frustrated. I keep looking at myself, thinking I need to look better than this. It's like nothing feels right, and no matter what I do, I can't shake this feeling that I'm still not good enough.

Soon, I step into the restaurant, letting out a deep sigh, unable to hide the excitement bubbling inside me. What a mess I am right now. . .such a disaster. I just hope he arrives soon. Normally, I hate waiting, but for him, I don't mind. For him, I can endure anything.

Besides, waiting isn't so bad. It gives me a moment to practice controlling my emotions and steadying my hands. I need to remind myself not to suddenly reach out and intertwine my fingers with his the moment
I see him.

And all of sudden, I know he is here, because of his perfume.

I take a deep breath, letting the scent fill my senses. A scent I wish I could hold onto forever. With my heart racing, I gather every ounce of courage and turn around. And then, my jaw practically hits the floor. Standing there, in all his glory, is the most beautiful man to ever exist on this planet.

For a moment, I forget how to blink. He looks absolutely breathtaking in white and lavender. Then again, he looks stunning in everything. It's like he was born to make even the simplest things look extraordinary.

"Are you done staring Kim?" -
his calm deep voice interrupts
my thoughts making me feel like a fool.

How embarrassing. . .