Freen hasn't talked to me or paid attention to me in a few days since the day she picked me up at the coffee shop. It was as if she had become colder towards me. Is that because of the last thing I said? Is she hurt? Why would she be hurt? We just both don't want what we have , them marrying us.
"Is Irin absent?"
That's how Sweden immediately opened up to me when they saw me here in the canteen eating alone. I just nodded to them because I wasn't in the mood to talk and my stomach hurt. Maybe shouldn't have come.
I called irin several times but she didn't answer. She just messaged that she had a headache so she couldn't come in and when I replied, she didn't message again. I'm worried about her but I don't know where to go because I don't know where she lives even though she's my friend. I didn't ask about that because I didn't want her to ask me about it either.
"You, Becky? Are you okay? You're pale." Kael asked me and stroked my forehead. "You're not hot."
I didn't finish my meal because I feel something different now. "Just finish it. I'm just going to CR." I said and quickly left the canteen.
When I got to CR, I immediately went into a cubicle to check if I had have my period and that's when I realized that there had been and unfortunately I had been penetrated. Why didn't I feel that earlier?
"You are so dumb," I said to myself because I didn't have a pad with me today. I don't want to go out to buy a pad because someone will definitely see the stain on the back of my pants, especially since it's khaki in color.
I just sat on the covered bowl while thinking about what to do. Irin is not there to help me today. They can't be Sweden either and I'm ashamed. I was about to think about freen when someone knocked on the door of my cubicle. I didn't say a word.
"Becky ."
Even before I opened the door, I already knew who it was. It's freen. I didn't expect that because she ignored me for a few days plus why is she here? Although hesitating, I just opened it.
"W-why?"
"Use this," she said coldly and handed me the coat he used earlier and a napkin.
"H-how did you know?" I asked curiously.
"Is that still important?" It's hard for me. "Do you want to go home to change? I'll drive you home."
"I have a class later," I said and took the coat and napkin she was giving me.
"What's your next subject?"
"Auditing." I answered sparingly because I was writhing in pain in my stomach. "You also have a class."
She ignored the last thing I said. "I'll talk to Sir Ricky so he can excuse you from his subject later. Is that your last subject?"
I nodded. I just agreed because I couldn't take the pain in my stomach anymore. And I'm also not comfortable with what I'm wearing now, especially since I know I have a stain.
Here's the car key. You just go to the parking lot first, I'll follow. And also use my coat to cover your back." she said that and gave me her car key, she left to maybe talk to Sir Ricky and also to update her students that she would be late.
I fixed myself first and after going out, I went straight to the parking lot, to Freen's car. I waited for her there for a few minutes before she came.
