The Space Between Us

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The last few days of school slipped by in a haze of last-minute assignments, graduation preparations, and fleeting moments with friends. Hanni tried to keep herself busy, pouring herself into band practice, group study sessions, and the routines she had grown so accustomed to. But beneath the surface of her everyday life, the question of what came next lingered like a cloud.

Minji's graduation day arrived with all the fanfare Hanni had expected, but it felt muted. The smiles, the hugs, the proud speeches—it all seemed to blur together. Hanni watched from the bleachers with her classmates, but her gaze kept straying to Minji, who stood among the seniors, looking more distant than usual. Hanni couldn't shake the feeling that this was the last time she would see Minji in this way—standing in her school uniform, laughing with her friends, a part of the life Hanni had come to know so well.

It wasn't that she was scared of the future, exactly—it was just the *unknown* that unsettled her. What would happen to them? What would happen to everything they'd built over the past year? The connection between them felt so intense, so real, that it seemed impossible to imagine a world without it. But that was exactly what she had to do. She had to let go.

After the ceremony, as the seniors celebrated and parents crowded the campus with flowers and congratulatory hugs, Hanni found herself standing by the side, watching as Minji was swept into the chaos of goodbyes. The older girl's eyes were bright, but Hanni could tell there was something different about her today. The excitement of graduation had given way to something quieter—a sadness that was harder to ignore.

Hanni took a deep breath, the familiar ache in her chest returning as she watched Minji from a distance. She felt like an outsider, like someone who didn't belong in this moment.

"Hey, you okay?"

Hanni turned to find her friend Jiwoo standing beside her, her usual bright smile replaced with a concerned frown. Jiwoo had been with her through so much of this journey, and Hanni was grateful for her steady presence.

"Yeah," Hanni said, though her voice wavered slightly. "I'm fine."

Jiwoo didn't buy it. "You're not fine. Come on, spill."

Hanni hesitated, unsure how to explain what she was feeling. "I don't know. It's just... Minji. She's leaving, and everything's changing, and I don't know how to handle it. It's like... like I'm losing her."

Jiwoo's expression softened. "You're not losing her, Hanni. You know that, right?"

Hanni nodded slowly, though the doubt in her heart still lingered. "I don't know. It's hard to explain. I thought I had a handle on everything, on what we were, but now that it's actually happening... it feels like I'm not ready for it. I don't think I'll ever be ready."

Jiwoo leaned against the railing beside her, gazing out over the field. "It's scary, isn't it? The idea of change. But it's part of growing up. We don't always get to choose when things change, but we do get to choose how we face it."

"I don't know how to face it," Hanni admitted. "I don't know how to let go."

"You don't have to let go of her completely, Hanni. Things won't be the same, but that doesn't mean they're over. You just have to find a new way to be in each other's lives. Maybe that's something you'll have to figure out together, but... change doesn't have to be the end. It's just... different."

Hanni looked at her friend, taking in the wisdom in her words. She hadn't thought about it like that. Maybe it wasn't about holding on to what they had, but about learning how to move forward, no matter where life took them.

Jiwoo smiled knowingly. "You'll figure it out. You always do."

Hanni sighed, feeling a little lighter. "I hope so."

The rest of the afternoon passed in a blur. The seniors gathered for one last group photo, and Minji's parents took turns taking pictures of her with her friends, her face glowing in the afternoon light. Hanni stood in the background, trying not to intrude, watching as Minji said goodbye to everyone. The moment felt almost too big, too significant for someone like Hanni to be a part of.

Finally, after the crowd had thinned out and the seniors were preparing to leave, Hanni saw Minji standing by the edge of the parking lot, looking out at the horizon, her backpack slung over one shoulder.

She took a deep breath, her heart pounding. This was it. The moment she had been dreading, and yet, in a strange way, she felt like she had to say something. Something that had been lingering between them for weeks now.

Hanni walked toward her, the gravel crunching underfoot as she approached. Minji turned when she heard the footsteps, her face breaking into a smile that still felt a little distant.

"Hanni," Minji said, her voice soft. "I didn't expect to see you here."

"I just... I needed to talk to you," Hanni said, her heart racing. "Before you leave, I mean. I don't know when I'll see you again."

Minji nodded slowly, her eyes searching Hanni's face. There was a hesitation there, like Minji was waiting for Hanni to say what she needed to say.

"I don't know what to say," Hanni admitted. "It's just... this whole thing feels so final. And I guess I'm scared of losing you. I don't know what's going to happen when you leave, and I don't know if I'm ready for it."

Minji stepped closer, her expression softening. She reached out, brushing a strand of hair from Hanni's face, and for a moment, they stood there in the quiet, the world around them fading away.

"You don't have to be ready," Minji said, her voice low but steady. "None of us are ever really ready for things to change. But we learn to live with it, one step at a time."

"I don't want to lose you," Hanni whispered, her voice cracking.

Minji's smile was bittersweet, but there was a depth to it, as though she understood everything Hanni was feeling. "You won't lose me. We might not be in the same place, but that doesn't mean we won't be part of each other's lives."

Hanni nodded, but the lump in her throat didn't go away. It felt like they were both standing on the edge of something, and neither of them knew how to take the first step.

"I guess this is goodbye, then," Hanni said, her voice barely above a whisper.

Minji hesitated, then pulled Hanni into a hug. It wasn't rushed or awkward—it was the kind of hug that said everything without saying a word. It was the kind of hug that said, *I'll remember you*. *I'll miss you*. *I'll be okay, and so will you*.

And for the first time in weeks, Hanni felt something shift within her—an acceptance that, while things would never be the same, they didn't have to end.

As they pulled away, Minji gave her one last, lingering look. "I'll see you around, Hanni."

"Yeah. I'll see you," Hanni said, her voice steady but filled with so much more.

And as Minji walked away, her figure growing smaller in the distance, Hanni realized that maybe it wasn't about the end at all. It was just about the space between them, and how they would navigate it. One step at a time.

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