Chapter 3

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Gons P.O.V

"I..I love you don't I?.."

"I love you..more than a friend...I...want to be with you forever..that's what this feeling means, right?"

'I have to be dreaming..' Gon thought to himself as he heard his best friend say these words to him thinking he was asleep

'It must be a dream...but then why does it feel so real?..'

I then barely opened my eyes so I could see, but not enough so it looked like I was awake

"Gon.." Killua said as he gently caressed my cheek
"I hope one day..you'll understand my feelings..and hopfully feel the same.."

'I-I need to say something...but...I'm not sure..' I thought while I turned my back to killua

"Killua..Is what you said true?" I was finally spit out trembling nervously

Silence.

Then the bedroom door slammed shut.

'what did I...just do?..' I thought as I ran to the living room to see he was gone

'd-did I just ruin everything?...'

I fell to my knees, while tears streamed from my eyes.

"N-No..This can't be real..I-It has to be all a dream.." I say as I sobbed loudly into my palms

I then heard a door next to me slowly creak open

"G-Gon..Is that you?..Why're you crying?.." Asked Alluka in a worried tone kneeling down beside me

"A-Alluka..you shouldn't be up, you're still sick." I say trying to sound okay, but failing terribly

"I'm much better now..where's onii-chan?..what happened?.."

"H-He ran off..and It's all my fault."

Alluka wrapped her arms around me tight, as she began hushing me

"He confessed didn't he?" She asked

"you knew?.."

"He never admitted it but I always secretly knew he did." She said with a giggle

"Are you going to go after him?"

"But where would he go?.." I say whipping my tears, as we broke the hug

"At the beach, he likes going there at night because it's quiet and peaceful." She smiled

I took a deep breath, then smiled

"Thank you alluka..I promise when I come back everything will be fine."

"Good luck!" She said, as i quickly slid my boots and jacket on.

'I'll make sure this will end right!' gon smiled determined as he began sprinting to the beach

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Killua's P.O.V

'I can't believe that happened..'
'He probably hates me now..' I thought as i stared at the ocean, while the bright icy full moon reflected off of it causing it to glow.

Tears began to fall from my eyes, as I wrapped my arms around my legs

"Why am I so stupid?..Why did i have to fall in love with him?.."
"He's my best friend..and a boy, It'll never work out.."
"a-and now he probably hates me..Why do I always fuck up?"
"I hate myself so much!" I sobbed out loud

"Killua..I'll never hate you no matter what.." Said a voice, as warm arms wrapped around me from behind

"Never ever."

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A/N: wow i'm cruel XD cliff hanger :3 sorry this chapter was short, and probably badly written, I'm kinda tired so ::33 comment and rate for more ^^

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