It's Something About You

Chapter 6

Devale pov

wtf do you men ABUSE! ( I yelled making her and Carter jump a little)

I took a deep breath remembering Hendrix's told me to be calm when she tell me the story.

I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare y'all I promise( I seen the look on her face when I yelled and man man looked like he was abt to cry she looked scared after yelled )

She took a deep breath and calmed down man man before talking

It's okay D ( she said in a small voice and it made me feel bad for yelling I didn't mean to scare her but the word abuse just pissed me off bc who tf would put their hands on a women )

Umm yeah my baby father used to abuse me when I was with him mentally, physically and emotionally everything under the sun ( she said not looking at me I think I really scared her when I yelled )

Cry's mama look at me pls ( I said softly making her look up at me with teary eyes ) I didn't mean to yell and scare you mama I'm sorry I said sincerely

It's okay D it just caught me off guard a lil bit I don't like to be yelled at it triggers me and chari a lot ( she said still in a soft voice )

I'm sorry I would never yell at you intentionally I promise

Ik you wouldn't but I meet him my freshman year of college and he wasn't the monster in the beginning he turned out to be. He was my first of everything love, heartbreak, first to ever be intimate with, kiss all of it. I thought he was perfect but he turned out not to be.

After a while of us dating I decided to go all the way with him after that he turned into someone I've never seen before he was off and on but the physical abuse didn't start until later on in the relationship. The emotional land mental abuse started after our first time. We had a big argument one thing lead to another he hit me for the first time before I got pregnant with chari

Wdym before you got pregnant he hit you when you was pregnant with chari ( I said getting pissed off even more the more she tells me but I have to stay calm and not scare her I took a deep breath and looked at her she look scared ) I hate that look on her face

Continue mama I'm listening (she nodded her had )

I got pregnant with Faith our senior year of college i was happy but also scared at the same time I didn't know how he would react or feel ( she took a deep breath and the tears started to fall down her face I grabbed her hand from across the table and kissed it to comfort her)

I decided to tell him I was pregnant and he flipped went out on me he said that I cheated and the baby wasn't his but in reality it was all him doing the cheating. We got into a big argument at the whole thing idek why but that's when he decided he want to beat on me kick me in my stomach, push me , ouch me everything you could think of. After, I was in so much pain he told me that I couldn't go to the hospital Street so he just left me their I thought I lost her truthfully I did. He told me he didn't care abt chari or me. After that he would come home drunk or just mad and take his anger and frustration out on me when ever he felt like it.

I decided that I couldn't stay with him I needed the rest of my pregnancy to be peaceful if chari was gonna make it. We broke up and the rest of my pregnancy was peaceful I didn't see him after I told him that until chari was abt 8 months he didn't show up to anything the baby shower, gender reveal, birth none which I was soo happy abt. We got back together bc I thought he had truly changed but boy was I wrong in th beginning he did but after chari turned 3 that's when he changed back but even worse than before. ( I'm so hot right now but I'm trying to stay calm for her I don't want to scare her seeing her cry hurts my heart especially with the smile she has on her)