"So how was everyone's weekend?" Ms. Rachel asked.
The air was tight, and I could feel the heavy eye rolls; before I got the chance to pick my head up.
"C'mon guys, I hate when you do this, so no ones gonna tell me whats been going on?"
Silence was thick, the sighs of despair breaking it, every few moments.
"Well me and Bambi aren't really talking" I decided to start. "Well is anyone else not talking to Bambi?"
Alexus and Alexandria slowly raised a finger. "Okay, well is anyone willing to elaborate on why?" Rachel cringed her brows.
"I feel as if she has become way to close with Shane." I said, still not lifting my head, I could feel Macko burning a whole through my head, with his eyes. I flipped my dark hair from dangling over my face.
"Yeah, but I don't really see why she gives a shit" he spoke.
"Because that's her ex" Kristi intervened.
"Yeah, but if he's her past, she shouldn't give a fuck about who he talks too." he darted back.
I picked my head up and looked at my peers, my "friends", the people that were considered my clique last year.
"Well what exactly is Bambi doing, are they kissing? she's sitting on his lap, I don't really understand what you mean by close"
"No, there just close"
"They talk a lot, and sit next to each other in class, they're just really buddy buddy, to an extent." I explained. It sounded innocent coming out my mouth in this moment, but you would have to see it to understand.
"Okay." Ms. Rachel said, I could here the judgment in her voice.
I could hear it, in her voice, and I could see it in my friends eyes; especially Macko.
I wanted to not care so badly, I wanted to forget all about it because, it was only one month into the school year and I already lost one of my best friends.
"It sounds crazy, but you have to see this actually happen, like they're always laughing and talking together and Melissa already explained she didn't want anyone messing with him and here Bambi goes with her bullshit, and Bambi is supposed to be her bestfriend." Alexus explained further.
"This is bullshit"
"Sick of Bambi's bullshit excuses"
"This is all fucking bullshit"
"Melissa don't explain yourself because this is bull-"
"Oh my god, shut up Alexus, Jesus fucking Christ, you always want to be Captain Save a Hoe, this situation has nothing to do with you, and so fucking what? We all friends with Shane, she want the school to ignore him, you one of the people who fucking invited him, I'm sick and tired of you, there must be more to it, like mind your business" Malaika yelled. Well in this instance she wasn't yelling, she just talks really loud, in other words thats her voice. One of the main things that gets our gang into the shit we get into.
"Okay first of all, MALAIKA, MELISSA IS MY BESTFRIEND, and if I feel like someone is hurting her, I'm not going to associate with that perso-" "Okay guys, relax" I interrupted.
"Tell Shane to relax" said Macko, this was only the start to his childish remarks, and this wasn't even that bad, because he could get vulgar.
"Can I go to class, because I'm getting tired of this?" Alexus asked
"Um, no; everyone just needs to relax. I haven't even heard what Bambi has to say about this."
For a moment I forgot she was even here, it was unlike her to be so silent in therapy. Not only in therapy but in a whole.
The group turned there attention towards her.
"I don't care" she started.
Just the bitch response, I was expecting. Classic Bambi, act like you don't care about anything.
"Exactly she don't even care" "MIND YOUR BUSINESS ALEXUS" "WHO ARE YOU GETTING LOUD WITH?"
"See what the fuck Shane did? Go fuck him since you care so much"
The whole room was going back and forth, Macko's petty insults, Alexus's defense, Alexandria's yells, Malaika's rather vulgar attitude, but over it all I could hear Bambi's silence.
It probably doesn't make any sense, but it bothered me that she had nothing to say.
"Well, in real issues I'm pregnant!" she yelled, causing a sudden silence.
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S.n: who's pregnant? o.O
