Can you even see me? A Katsuki x Reader Fanfic

ACT ONE: CHAPTER ONE

When will this end?
Izuku's POV.
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When will this end?
It's a question I've asked myself a million times.
But it never stops.
Kacchan. Never stops.
Ive done nothing but look up to him. Chase after him, be with him no matter what he did. And yet all i get back...is water dumped on my head.
Explosions burning my face.
And most importantly, Resentment.
All i can see from him..is that he hates me.
But today went too far...

"Actually there is a way i think you can be a hero..."
I blink
And kacchan turns around, a mean sneer on his face..
"Just pray that you're born with a quirk in your next life..and take a swan dive off the roof of the building"
My face fell, He doesn't actually mean it..does he?
No, he wouldn't. Kacchnas not the nicest person but he isn't like this!
"Kacchan you can't say th-"
But he didn't listen..Showing me his explosions instead.
"What? You got something to say?!"
I quickly shut up after that
But as kacchan left...i couldn't help but wonder.
Is that just what he wants? me...dead?
I get up off the floor, tears streaming down my face as i pick up my bag and walking out the school building.
I went to the sewers behind to fetch my notebook, the one kacchan threw out of the classroom
"Idiot, you can't say stuff like that to people..What if I actually jumped? what would you do then?"
i grumble
***Just do it. It's not like anyone would care***
i fell silent
***Oh what? there's not point in thinking about it. It's not like you haven't thought of it before. Just do it. Kill yourself. Cmon do it. Do it. Do it. Do it!***
I looked at the ground, eyes staring at the notebook in the water as the koi fish try to eat it.
***You should just get it over with***
No.
I pick up the book, and try to shake the water off
"That's not fish food"
i stare at the destroyed book in my hands
*...Kacchan doesn't know why he's talking about! I can become a hero if i try hard enough. Quirk or without a quirk i can do it. Yeah! I'm not gonna let anyone get in my way!*
As I was about to leave the alleyway, waving my hand up in a encouraging way, i heard gurgling, like the wierd sewage water when it gets clogged.
I got confused, and turned around to see what it was and.....what the fuck?
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Fear.
Fear and panic was all I felt.
A huge creature, green and seemingly fluid, but it also still had structure, with yellow, bug eyes and yellow stained teeth.
*Who's quirk is that? Oh god What should I do?!*
As i dashed in the opposite direction, it grabbed me. It's weird slimy body wrapped around me, it felt like it was choking the life out of me. It felt like drowning
I tried thrashing around, but it was no use.
I couldn't move.
I couldn't breathe.
Is this how i die?
without achieving anything?
Useless..
Quirkless..
Anyone..
Kacchan..
Help me..
Mom..