Denial

Preface

They all say denial forms from ignoring reality, from denying the consequences and even a defence mechanism.

What they don't tell you is the pain that comes along with it. They don't tell you that although you're in pain the whole world carry's on. Nothing stops. No one stops.

But now that I'm living in denial, the world all makes sense.

We're a test.

All of us.

We don't live, we die. Everything that you've done, everything that you're doing in life, it all comes down to your death.

And honestly... it's quite sad. We live our lives pleasing one another, the clothes we wear, the instagram posts, the fake smiles, the story's we tell of our " crazy" experiences. We are all people-pleasers.

Whether you like to admit it or not.

It's so mundane of us, it's human.

But that all stoped when I met him.

That alone could be a story itself.

Him himself, he never listened to the word denial, in-fact he was in denial about denial. I've never met a person quite like him before, he's my crazy experience.

He ruined me, and I thanked him.

And Now I can't believe it's gone.