Feel free to ignore js a small thing hurting me
So there is this friend I have,
Online one ofc so like we used to be close-
Then randomly when I was talking in my group chat when I commented about a dead person (dead years ago in the 1900s)
So I said I don't hate that man but I don't like that person either.
I won't mention the name because I don't want to lose other friends of the same nationality,
She started ignoring me and kept on ghosting me, it was obvious, even the group chat she stopped texting, while she was active in the servers
The servers she didn't think I was in,
I saw her texting
Then I confronted her to which ae said her family member was sick that's why she was offline
She stopped replying to my ilys
Which hurt me-
Idfk why 🖕🖕🖕
Then I texted her
Confronted her why is she doing distant
She said if I said that sentence in public then her career and she would be excluded from the society she won't get a decent job etc
As if anything that's happening here leaks into our fucking offline lives ?
As fucking if I was mentioning that online in public, I was not saying that I like ****** publicly ?
I said that I don't hate him but I don't like him either,
Gosh
It's a neutral feeling?
I don't like the cruelty he did, but his past and his treatment with the kids and some changes I like for that he did for the common people
friends of u don't want to be friends make it clear rn
Cause I don't want any fucking body else hurting me ?!?
Fine I said I won't say that in public but this is a rant, I blocked her now it still hurts me idk idk why I still sometimes secretly cry when I see her id some times ? Like for example now
Were all those promises so weak ?
So empty that u forgot them !?!
Idek that u were that important to me until I saw u were ignoring me ?
Lol I self harmed ?
Hurt myself?
Balmed myself?
Anyways now I am pissed off
I blocked her at Wattpad and disc for some time
Because she said she needs times
Fine I'm giving u eternity
Idfk why I hate the person who she kept mentioning again and again on her disc status ?
Maybe jealousy? Def
