A very interesting philosophical theory intrigued me 2 days ago, and it goes like:
"what if we relive our lives over and over again, for nobody knows how many times,"
What if this isn't the first time that I write this,
But i simply have no memory about it,
And will -if true- have no memory about it the next time I go through this,
It's very interesting, a bit scary maybe but very interesting,
And amidst all this,
There appears to be a face, a cute smile with closed angel eyes, a face of light and life,
And there goes every to the last bit of the darkness within the idea, with the wind out of the window,
And I was like,
If this was true, I'd get the chance to fall in love with you all over again, over and over again,
The good the bad the amazing the painful, all of it
I'd have the chance to see you for the first time, talk to you, have a crush on you,
To fall in love with you,
all over again,
To realize I'm in love with you after our friends point it out a million times, all over again,
Nothing else could have taken the darkness out of that theory, except for the idea of your existence in it,
Along with the existence of my loved ones,
You take the darkness out of it, replace it with light.
Now whether this is true or not, we'll never know, I guess,
Whether we go through this or just simply stop existing, I don't know,
And i guess I don't care
Cz even if it was only for the upcoming couple of years,
Im glad I had the chance to meet you,
Fall in love with you, love you and live with you,
One or infinite times,
I know that I love you princess.
-N
