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Chapter 19

Sam read sky a story and now sky is asleep so Sam kissed sky on the forehead then went down stairs.

Mon saw Sam coming down the stairs wiping her eyes so she met Sam at the bottom of the stairs and hugged her and kissed her lips softly.

You look worn out baby and you're ve been crying are u doing okay.

I'll be okay in time babe loosing freen and becky like that has really taken its toll.

I know babe I feel the same way, it's going to hard for all of us especially sky and even though we are hurting right now we have to be strong enough for her.

I get what you are saying baby but it's so hard, I miss them so much.

I know we all do, shit I forgot about how song is feeling right now,

She'll be fine baby as she as us as well as ice, as she has been a rock for song at this time.

God I need a drink, but I can't as the twins are due a feed soon.

Baby look just express your milk from now on, I k know we agreed to breastfeed and not bottle feed but it is okay to now, that's if u want to.

Sam cuddled Mon again thank you for baby girl what would I do without you right.

Come let's get you sorted then u can relax for a while with our family and close friends.

You got it angel love you

Love you too princess.

Sometime later Sam finally finished expressing the milk in 8 bottles

God baby that's alot of milk.

I had to be prepared.

Yeah I can see that Mon said chugging away.

Come let's go and chat with them for a bit till lilly and raven wake up.

So they did.

Hey Sam babe freind said hugging Sam while Mon looked on.