(Mentions of sh)
Y'know what I hate more than ASMR? PEOPLE IMMEDIATELY POINTING OUT SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME AS SOON AS I SEE THEM, SO GRANDMA, DON'T FUCKING POINT OUT THE FACT MY HAIR LOOKS GREASY AS SOON AS I GET IN YOUR CAR, THEN DON'T LECTURE ME ABOUT HYGIENE, LIKE I FUCKING GET IT ALREADY, AND STOP TALKING ABOUT MY 'MONTHLY' I'M ALREADY ON IT, I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT! I'M SICK IT, I JUST WANNA HAVE A NORMAL FUCKING CONVERSATION FOR ONCE, AND IT'S LIKE EVER SINCE I TOLD HER I LIKED A GIRL IN 4TH GRADE, SHE'S BEEN TRYING TO MAKE SURE IT DOESN'T HAPPEN AGAIN. I LOVE MY GRANDMA BUT FUCKING STOP! then I go home and overthink it...I go home and think about if people were pointing out my hair, my face, my clothes, my everything, then I think about cutting because that seems to be the only thing keeping me intact besides HH, HB, drawing, and music. But sometimes those things don't help and the only way to release everything is to just cut, and it hurts because I know it isn't helping.
