WHEN MR. HOMOPHOBIC MEETS MR. HOMOSEXUAL

Chapter II

JUSTIN'S POV

"Joshhhh- "

Napabalikwas ako sa kama because of that nightmare. As I touch my face, it's wet which I think was my tears.

"Fuck this life!" I shout in frustration.

That stupid dream with the same person's name. Why can I still remember it clearly like it just happened yesterday? I can still recall the details which are making me sleepless every night. My dream or should I say nightmare that consistently wakes me up in the middle of the night.

It's the third time this week actually. Ano bang meron these days bakit pabalik balik nanaman yung pangyayaring yun?  It's been years already since that incident and here I am, still can't forget about it.

Bumangon na ako sa kama and pumasok sa cr na nasa loob ng room ko. I need to let things out. I know someone who can help me, sana lang gising pa yun at this hour. Well, not my loss if hindi siya available.

I face myself in the mirror para mag hilamos. There I see clearly the scar on my forehead which will forever  be a symbol of trauma. I got this nung time na yun, after what they did to us that time iniwan nila kami sa kwarto naked and crying our hearts out.

FLASHBACK:

Though I still feel weak, I grab Josh's hand para tumakas. As I opened the door, walang tao sa hallway ng bahay. Yes it's a house and mukhang walang permanent na nakatira since other things are wrapped in plastic. We walk slowly along the hallway.

I can feel and see that Josh is trying to hold back his tears with every step we take. And I know why because I feel it too, that down there really hurts. We both have blood stains sa mga shorts and shirts namin but we don't care anymore.

We need to be strong, if walang magre-rescue sa'min then kami nalang tatakas. I want to cry na din but I need to be strong para kay Josh, mukha pa naman akong mas matanda since mas mataas ako sa kanya.

As we walked past the hallway, may pababa na hagdan which I think leads to the living room. So nasa second floor pala kami. The house is huge, di namin to nakita kanina since may takip mga mata namin pagkadala nila namin dito.

Nasa last stair na kami and heard something, hinila ko kaagad si Josh at tinakpan yung bibig niya papuntang ilalim ng stairs para magtago.

"Ohh fuck- Atticus don't stop"

"Oh shit babyy, you're not that tight pero ang sarap mo"

"Yes yes, oh yes baby that's it!"

"Ughhh fuckk, oh shitt"

"You just hit the spot, oh goshhh"

"Oh God! I'm coming honey, yes give me more."

"Fuckk, oh shit"

They are exchanging moans. Napatakip nalang din ako ng bibig as I heard them making love sa sala. I look at Josh and his tears are flowing nonstop but still without a sound since my other hand is nakatakip sa bibig niya.

After a minute of crying, I grabbed his arms para makalabas na kami habang busy pa sila but Josh just didn't move. Nakatayo lang siya crying, and now he's trembling. Anong gagawin ko? Hindi ko naman kayang buhatin sya. Mas mataas lang ako sa kanya pero payatot ako, I'm sure mas mabigat pa rin siya sa'kin.

"Josh, please let's go. Gusto mo na umuwi diba?" I asked and he just nod.

"Then please let's go, please." I asked almost pleading. He nod again and grab my hand but before our hands touched, someone grabbed me by my hair strands.