it all started when I was 14 at first it was just a crush but now I think its an obsession, falling this deep was never a part of the plan, not that there was a plan in the first place.
I don't think he noticed me at all not since we were 14 I miss being 14 those 30 little minutes we spent together will always be imprinted in my brain.
-4 years ago-
I was crying at the park no kids my age come to because my mama just passed and my dad in a horrible car accident, as I was crying my heart out on the swing I didn't notice the little shadow that came over me, hey what's the matter I heard the most beautiful voice ever speak, I look up and get lost into those beautiful coffee brown eyes, n-nothing I stutter out, obviously there's something wrong with you or you wouldn't be crying apple, apple? did he just give me a nickname? w-well my p-parents just passed away and i-am getting sent to live with my nana whom I've never met I sniff out, do you want me to take your mind off things he asks, and exactly how are you going to do that I ask him, he grabs my hand and we start heading towards the houses, I just let him drag me because this boy is cute. we soon stop at this huge gigantic house, he turns to me with a serious look, you have to be very quiet until we get to my room ok? ok I whisper.
i felt like a ninja this is fun but why do I have to be quiet? we finally get to the door very unnoticed mind you, we unlock It with a key, welcome to my room little Apple he says as we walk in, wow this is your room! this is amazing he has everything in here,
after checking his whole room out I turn to him, so what now? uhm do you want to play this game I saw my older siblings and their friends play? sure I say excitedly, he goes to his dresser and grab a stack of cards
okay so basically you just pull a card and do whatever the card says got it? he asks with a raised eyebrow, ladies first, I pull a card and it reads "Reveal your top secret" Uhm I stole cookies from my mamas batch I say shyly, that's no secret apple everyone's stolen snacks before, I cant help but feel embarrassed, that was my only secret so what now, well um I have no other secrets so you go I say very fast, he sighs and pull a card
"kiss the person next to you" if you don't want to we don't have to he says, no its okay we can do it I said very shyly, he walked up to me and placed his lips on mine and it all ended too soon, okay your turn again he says, "take off your shirt" I look at him nervously before proceeding to take off my shirt okay your turn "give the person next to you a Hickie" whats a hickie i ask him its better if I just show you apple, he scoots toward me and that's when the door burst open, i hurry to stand feeling scared for my life,
DAMIAN RIGHT WHAT ON GOD GREEN EARTH IS GOING ON HERE? nothing mama we were just playing, you go wait in the living room ill deal with you when your father gets home. damian looks at me one last time before walking out of the room, leaving me to face his mothers hard stare,
whats your name and how old are you she says sternly m-my name is nora and im 14
wheres your parents? uhm they um spit it out young lady i don't understand the gibrish i looked at the mean black lady with tears forming and did the first thing that came to mind i ran, i ran down the stairs and out the door i hear his mother yelling after me and i also see damian standing by the stairs but all i could do was run so i did just that i ran all the way home
and after that day i never spoke to Damian again, but i did watch from afar.
