Chapter 9: The Artist's Muse

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Leandro had always seen the world through the lens of his art—the raw emotions, the hidden angles, the things most people overlooked. His studio, that chaotic corner of the apartment, was where he went to capture the world in colors and shapes. But tonight, the image that gripped his mind wasn’t a scene or a concept. It was Athena.

She had come into the room earlier that evening, looking effortlessly elegant in a simple black dress, her hair tied back loosely, eyes focused on something far away. She had taken off her shoes and settled on the couch, her posture stiff with that same air of constant control. Yet, beneath the surface, Leandro could sense the quiet strength, the burden she carried.

He hadn’t meant to sketch her—not really. But as the evening wore on, as the silence between them stretched on, his fingers had moved almost involuntarily. The pencil in his hand had a mind of its own, tracing the outline of her profile, capturing the curve of her jaw, the intensity in her eyes. He hadn’t wanted to focus on her vulnerability or the walls she had built around herself. No, he’d wanted to capture the raw, unspoken strength that radiated from her—the way she managed to hold herself together, even when everything else was falling apart.

The sketch was nearly finished now, the pencil lines sharp and defined, yet there was a softness to it—something delicate in her expression, something that wasn’t quite as controlled as she wanted the world to believe. It wasn’t a perfect portrait; it was a reflection of a moment, of a truth Leandro hadn’t realized he’d been looking for.

His fingers hovered over the page, pausing just before he added the final details, and for a brief moment, he simply stared at her image. The way the light had caught her cheekbone, the way her lips parted slightly in thought—it made her look more human, more real than the polished, perfect version of herself she always put forward.

He felt the rush of an unexpected emotion wash over him: awe, perhaps, mixed with something he couldn’t name. He was captivated.

But before he could finish the final stroke, he heard the soft click of the door. He quickly shoved the sketchpad under his arm, hoping to hide it before she saw.

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Athena had been in her study, poring over case files, but the quiet of the apartment had become too much for her. The walls seemed to close in as her thoughts swirled. She needed air, needed to escape the constant pressure, if only for a moment. She had walked past the studio earlier and hadn’t thought much of it, but now, something tugged at her—a sense of curiosity, a need to understand what Leandro was doing in that room, where everything always seemed so disorganized.

She stepped lightly into the room, expecting to find him lost in his usual chaos of paints and canvases. But what she didn’t expect was the sight of him standing still, his back slightly hunched over a sketchpad. He had no idea she was there, so absorbed in his work that he hadn’t heard her approach.

For a moment, she simply watched him. The way his fingers held the pencil with intent, the slight furrow of his brow as he focused on whatever he was creating. It was a side of Leandro she hadn’t seen before—serious, focused, almost fragile in his concentration.

Curiosity won out, and before she knew it, she was stepping closer, her eyes trained on the paper in front of him.

And then, her breath caught.

There, on the page, was an image of her.

The pencil lines captured her perfectly—her face, slightly turned in profile, the familiar tilt of her head, the same intense gaze she often wore when she thought no one was looking. But there was something more in the drawing—a softness, a vulnerability that Athena rarely allowed others to see. It was as if, in that moment, Leandro had captured not just her likeness but something deeper, something she kept hidden from the world.

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Leandro’s head jerked up when he heard her approach, his eyes wide for the briefest of seconds before he quickly covered the sketchpad with his hands. But it was too late. Athena had already seen enough.

“What is this?” she asked, her voice quiet but sharp, betraying the flicker of surprise that flashed in her eyes.

Leandro stood frozen, his pulse quickening. “I—uh…” He glanced at the sketchpad in his hands, then back at her. His usual cool demeanor was slipping, his chest tight with the sudden awareness of how exposed he felt. “It’s nothing, really,” he muttered, trying to dismiss it with a wave.

But Athena didn’t back down. She stepped closer, her gaze unwavering. “Nothing?” she repeated, her voice growing colder. “This doesn’t look like ‘nothing,’ Leandro. You’ve been sketching me... without telling me?”

Leandro swallowed, suddenly feeling as though the room was too small, the air too thick. How could he explain this? How could he explain the unspoken truth that had come through in every line, every shadow, of the drawing?

“It’s just... just art,” he said quickly, as if the words would make it all make sense. He hated how flimsy they sounded, how forced. But he couldn’t tell her the truth. He couldn’t tell her how he had found himself drawn to her—not just as the woman he’d been forced into a marriage with, but as someone who had intrigued him in ways he hadn’t fully realized.

Athena, however, wasn’t fooled. She reached out and pulled the sketchpad closer, her eyes scanning the drawing carefully. The way he had captured her—there was an honesty in it, a tenderness that left her feeling vulnerable. She frowned, her voice a little softer now. “You’ve captured me like I’m... something delicate,” she said, her voice tinged with disbelief. “Why?”

Leandro’s heart skipped a beat at her question, and he couldn’t stop himself from answering with a rawness that surprised even him. “Because... because you are, Athena,” he said, his voice low, his words coming out slower than he intended. “You don’t show it to the world, but I can see it. You’re strong, yes, but you’ve got more going on inside than you let on. More than anyone ever notices.”

The silence between them stretched, heavy and charged. Athena felt her throat tighten as she processed his words, as though the walls she had built to protect herself were being cracked open, piece by piece. He sees me? she thought, startled by the intensity of his gaze. He actually sees me?

For a long moment, she didn’t know what to say. There was an odd feeling that swirled in her chest—something that wasn’t quite embarrassment, but something like it. Something that made her uncomfortable, but also... curious.

“I’m just... doing my job,” Athena finally said, her voice almost a whisper, as if she were trying to convince herself as much as him. “I’m a lawyer. I’m not some... fragile portrait.”

Leandro’s eyes softened, and there was a flicker of understanding in them. “I didn’t say you were fragile,” he replied, his voice calm but steady. “I said you’re more than what you show the world. You think you have to be perfect all the time, but you're not. You're human. You're real.”

Athena’s chest tightened at his words. She wanted to dismiss them, to brush them off as just the ramblings of an artist who saw beauty in everything, no matter how misplaced. But deep down, she knew there was truth in what he was saying.

“Don’t read too much into it,” she said, turning her back to him. Her voice was controlled, but there was a tremor in it that she couldn’t hide. “It’s just art, Leandro. Art. Nothing more.”

Leandro didn’t reply right away. He just watched her retreat, the weight of his words lingering in the room like a challenge she didn’t know how to accept.

As she left the studio, his eyes lingered on the sketch for a moment longer. Maybe it was more than just art, he thought. Maybe it was everything he’d been too afraid to admit.

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