A Sissy Saga

Jacinda accepts her feminine side

Jacinda was sitting in the hairdressers chair, this was a new experience. The bob style haircut she had been wearing for the past 6 months had been fashioned by Miss Jill but now it had been decided that as her hair had got quite a bit longer then something more feminine would be in order to soften her face. Her face had been undergoing electrolysis for some months and along with a low level hormone regime seemed to be working on facial hair, the rest of the body was dealt with by the application of Veet. It was not a full blown hormone course, just enough to suppress testosterone. Mistress felt that the time was not right to promote a full and irreversible feminisation. While a hairdresser was working on her hair another girl was giving Jacinda her first proper manicure, Mistress Sarah had managed to persuade Jacinda not to bite her nails and they had slowly grown, nail strengthening had been used. Jacinda had been persuaded to take precautions like using rubber gloves for housework and generally taking care of her nails, it was paying off and now her nails can be shaped and discreetly polished. Later there might be acrylics but this is good for now. Of course the salon knew about Jacinda but treated her just as they would a woman and it has to be said that Jacinda loved the experience. There had been initial resistance but now she was enjoying the pampering. 

Jacinda was pleased with the result, her hair bounced as she walked. Mistress Sarah was pleased with the result, it softened Jacinda's faced as planned. A neutral lip gloss was now being used, it did not add anything in the way of colour but did make her lips shiny. Jacinda had been using clear nail varnish for a while but the salon had applied a discreet pink, not obvious at a casual glance. Jacinda had entered the 'limbo' stage where she was unsure if she was male or female. A week ago she still felt male albeit a submissive one who wore panties but the hairdo, light make up and clothes that crossed from androgynous to fully feminine made her doubt her own sexuality. She admitted to herself that she liked being pegged by Mistress and giving oral even to Lisa. Jacinda had begun to wonder what a real cock would be like and then felt guilty about the thought having ostracised her late father without learning any facts. She now realised sexuality was very fluid and defied what were considered society norms but the norms themselves are a nonsense.

The challenge for Sarah was that Jacinda was 6ft tall, there were plenty of tall girls around these days but she had to make Jacinda convincing since her height would attract attention. The secret was to make Jacinda comfortable and confident in her own skin while still keeping her very subservient, more exposure she decided. Jacinda's voice needed some work, there were plenty of women around with husky voices, a neutral pitch, Sarah decided to work for that.

'Lisa' said Miss Sarah 'I need you to do something for me', Lisa curtseyed 'of course Miss'. Lisa had small feet for a male and the two ladies were a petite fit. Sarah placed a pair of white 5 inch heels on the table, size 9, they looked like the boxes that Lisa's shoes came in. Sarah smiled at Lisa's quizzical expression 'they are for Jacinda, up until now she has used flats or 1 inch heels, I want you to teach her how to walk in heels', Lisa smiled 'I would be delighted Miss' and then added that it cannot be done in one evening, it will affect her work', Sarah replied 'use her Tuesday and Thursday visits, if she falls behind she can catch up on Saturday'. Sarah sat at the kitchen table 'have a coffee with me Lisa, we need to discuss Jacinda's future and she still has some male traits that need ironing out, she needs to modify her voice to be more like yours' and added that 'I would appreciate your help in teaching Jacinda about cosmetics, the time has come for Jacinda to use make up at work'. It was clear to Lisa that Miss Sarah was ready to embark on the next feminisation stage with Jacinda. Sarah wanted Jacinda practised and comfortable in 5 inch heels so that 3 inch heels would be no problem in the office.

Gradually Sarah had modified Jacinda's wardrobe from an androgynous look to overtly feminine and had slightly increased her hormone intake. Not yet in dresses at work but the trousers were a feminine cut and the blouses were definitely feminine. Hormones had produced small breasts requiring a bra and she now had a rear, not huge but feminine nonetheless. Each change was brought in quietly, no fanfare from Mistress and therefore no drama, now anything new introduced seemed a normal progression.

Despite some resistance in a few quarters everyone now called her Jacinda, the macho element had stopped commenting, it was pointless when there was no reaction. Mistress had instructed Jacinda to ignore and jibes and asides, 'they will soon get bored' Mistress had said and to Jacinda's surprise Mistress was right. There were a number of male and female WC's and Mistress had one of them converted to a WC that anyone could use. It surprised both Sarah and Jacinda that she was not the only one who used it. It would seem that Jacinda's exposure was encouraging others, only a couple but it was a start. The toxic male element reduced further when three of them left. They had written to head office complaining about the sissification of the workplace. In return they got an offer of a course on workplace awareness and tolerance. It was soon noticed that with them gone workplace productivity went up and the department became much more pleasant to work in. Sarah was praised by the company for her initiative and given a rise and a bonus.

Jacinda had been given two weeks off work but this was no holiday, she had been booked into a clinic. The purpose was cosmetic to get her brow ridge reduced, her nose reshaped, cheekbones sculpted and crooked teeth fixed, it had cost Sarah, who used her bonus, and Jill, who contributed, a lot of money' Lisa was keen to see the results as she had received similar cosmetic procedures nearly two years ago. After the clinic Jacinda would spend the rest of the fortnight being looked after by Lisa. Jacinda's face looked like she had done 10 rounds in a boxing ring but the results would be worth it.

Lisa was surprised that the lessons with the heels went far better than she had expected, Jacinda took to them very well and volunteered to do her weekend housework in them. Lisa noted that Jacinda was taking on more femininity with enthusiasm. Miss Sarah had told  Lisa she had a free hand in further feminisation of Jacinda and found that she had a willing pupil. Up until now Jacinda had not had her ears pierced so Lisa took her to a salon and had that done and explained about the sleepers, how soon dangly earrings could be used. Lisa now had freedom of movement and had been given Miss Sarah's old Fiat as a run-around. Miss Sarah had told Lisa she had a free hand so Lisa had taken Jacinda to a nail bar to get acrylics.

Talking during a coffee break one Thursday evening Lisa asked Jacinda if she would like to go back to how things were as Jason. Jacinda replied 'not now, I rather like my life now, I have a purpose' she went on to say 'I think my female tendencies were always there and after what I did to you I deserved to be exposed'. She then admitted that she didn't miss the pub and match life and she could now see her former friends for exactly what they were.

Jacinda took little time to master heels and now wore dangly earrings even to work. Mistress had taken Jacinda to her tailor/dressmaker and had two suits made for Jacinda to wear to work. One plain slate grey, skirt just above the knee and a jacket tailored to give the appearance of narrower shoulders. The other suit was similar but in dark grey with a pinstripe. The suits would be worn with black or barely there stockings. The big unveiling at work would happen soon.