After some hours of being under the effect of medicines Sana woke up
She felt her body numb as she moved a little her eyes fell over Rita maa who sat beside her
Maa ...she whispered squinting her eyes a small smile forming on her lips
Rita maa who slapped her a little slowly as soon as she woke up
Gadhi pagal ... Sharam nhi hai ? Mana ke teri asli maa nhi hu lekin bachpan se pala hai maine tujhe
Teri zindagi par tujhse Jada mera haq hai ...she whispered sobbing
Or tune apni maa se itna badi baat chupayi
Sharam nhi aayi tujhe ??? Maine itni baar calls kiye ... tune call par bhi nhi btaya kuch. .. kyu nhi btaya bol. ? Kyu ... Her voice breaking slowly as tears rolled down her eyes her hands wrapping around Sana softly as she cried
Sana sat there her head hum low as tears fell down her eyes ... She didn't wanted to hurt her but ended up hurting her with everything
Sorry maa ... All she could whisper as she sat down slowly her body whole numb her mind drifting back to her emotions as she holds onto Rita maa a little longer
Snuggling in her embracea s she hugged her after 2 years
That felt so good having her mother near herself even if she is not her real mother she means more than a real mother to her
Sana cried with Rita maa asked Rita maa couldn't let away that sick feeling of letting her small little girl in so much pain
Sorry beta ... Mai tere pass nhi thi tujhe kitna kuch dekhna pada akele ... Apni maa ko maaf krde ... Rita maa cupped her face Sana held her hands her own hands trembling
Nhi maa glti meri thi apki galti nhi hai. ...mujhe maaf krdo ...she sobbed softly
As Rita maa hugged her again
Mera bacha ... She caressed her back gently all Sana could do was to sob in her arms .
Sidharth whose stood there outside of there room ...he could watch the scene unfold through the mirror blinds
His heart tofe apart the way she was sobbing she looked so much in pain ...
Sidharth turned around resting his back he couldn't watch her crying
He couldn't watch her slipping away from him .. it was hurting him more than anything...
He turned around again couldn't bring himself to enter in the room and confront her
He himself felt so broken ... He knew right now he won't be able to ace her he would breakdown immediately
His eyes trained over her face ... The way she buried her head seeking comfort in her mother's arms. Shows the loneliness she would have felt. ..
When she was here
Mai raat din ye dua karu
Tere liye mai jiu Maru
But ...he always tried ..to be there for her when ever she needed him ... What he wanted ws to didn't let her get habitual of him again. .. what he wanted was for her to didn't get depended on him
He wanted her to live herself to value herself. .. hr wanted her to know that reality demands more than just love ....
But
Charon peher tujhe dekha karu
Mera Jahan ye tujhpe fanaa karu
This isn't what he wanted for her to suffer like this so much in pain ...
He looked at her as his mother gently leans her on the hospital bed. .. Sana closes her eyes already exhausted ...
Her head started to pain a little as her vision blurred
Maa ... Mai so jau thodi der ...she whispered faintly her eyes barely open
Rita maa nodded her head her eyes moving away dejectedly from her face ...
Sana who closed her eyes still in the effect of medicines
As Rita maa came out of her room her eyes met with a seated Sidharth all colours faded away from his face
Paled up he stood dejectedly
Rita maa embraced him gently
Sidharth leaned in a little his heart heavy as his eyes started to grow blurry and watery
The soft touch of his mother on his back sent him into another world of guilt
No one was there to comfort her when she found out that she is diagnosed with such problem
Biting his lips he pulled back looking at his mother
Wo thik ho jayegi ... The words of his mother filled with the combination of hope and fear that made him feel more terrible as he nodded quietly
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Sending his mother home he sat in her room ... The silence creeping his heart as he held her small hand in his ...
His heart pounding as he looked at her ...softly ..
Is he ready ? Ready to let her go ?
3 months ? ... Already ahead a month just 2 months
No more her staring at him in classes ... No her wandering here and there just to look at him ? Not her preparing for his birthdays ? ... No her asking him to just love her ...
Was loving her so hard that you never did ?
His heart whispered to himself ... On the verge of loosing her and here he is questioning himself.
Her whole life revolves around him .... Did he even gave her that much attention she deserved ?.
He ignored her ... He ignored her existence ...how to justify himself ???
How to heal himself ??? . When he broke her. .. just because he wanted to love herself he left her ???
Wasn't it like pushing her away ... ??
Wasn't it breaking her ???
His mind revolved around so many questions hurted and disturbed he kept his head down on her hand his mind not in the right state as tears rolled down
He could feel loosing her the last time she embraced him.
He promised to protect her and ended up to hurt her. ...
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As the sunrays peek in the room through the curtains her eyes stuttering opening up as her whole body broke into pain ...
Her hand numb and blue with the cannula attached ... She could feel some weight as turning her head she noticed him sleeping keeping his head down on her hand
Not knowing a smile spread around her face as she gently uplifted her hand to caress his head ... His eyes closed his hairs coming over as she slightly tucked them back ...
She could see the marks of drying tears in his face and there her heart broke .
She knows he cares for her ... She never questioned his care for her ...
She could remember the night before yesterday where he came panting embracing her ...
Almost sounding desperate to not to lose her just because he got the news that she is in accident
And now when he knows she is on her death bed
Is he ready ???
Is she ready ? ?? Ready to slip away from.him ? ... Ready to never look at him ...to not love him anymore
Silently hoped that he knew how much she loved him ...she smiled her eyes misting as she ran a gentle hand in his hairs
The best thing she did was to love him her whole life
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