so.. they're dating somebody. BUT they've (them and their bf) dated before and broke up. sooooooooooo....a guy can dream.
they said if i ever asked them out they would date me, so all i got to do is wait for them to break up! simple.
Jesus i sound insane.
(TW; VENT)
all i want is them. i wouldn't even be going to school without them. they don't like me back, what's the point? i don't even like myself, why would they? god I'm just so stupid. i had my chance, I've had my CHANCES, but I've been too much of a coward to admit it. i could've had them. i wish i did. i sound like a weirdo, yearning for something pointless. i don't like my friends anymore, I hate band, i hate my bad art, and i hate my even worse writing, i hate my dumb counselor who just increases my med dosage and tells me to drink chamomile tea, i hate M and her annoying boyfriend, i hate sleep, and i hate him. i hate everything.
okay end of vent
i might do another chapter on M and her bf but I'm getting tired of writing.
(backstory, M is one of my friends i genuinely can't stand anymore)
BYEEEEEEEE
(for now.. HEHE😈)
