When I grow up I badly want to get trans surgery. It would make me more comfortable being in a boy body than having to deal with a female body. I'm always wanted this since I was in about fourth grade. I always hope to one day I could get this kind of surgery to make me feel more comfortable in my own body. Not having to deal with this female body that I was born into. I wish my mom would start using my preferred pronouns having to deal with Mom that won't stop calling you a she when you want to be called a he. Is honestly really painful I always wish that my parents, specifically my mom, would just support me I mean I get that she does but like can she actually try to use my preferred pronouns and not just like act like this is just a phase. I try to correct her but sometimes she just won't listen it gets really annoying. Sometimes she'll say some things that are kind of transphobic and it's not really kind and I don't like it and I wish she would just use the correct pronouns that I prefer. I'm not her little girl anymore I'm a boy now, she needs to learn that, I'm no longer Ireland, I'm now Belos and I'm comfortable with who I now am. I know that she isn't trying to be transphobic or anything but it feels like it sometimes. and in all honesty I've kind of grown uncomfortable with it I wish you would just accept the fact that I'm no longer a girl and I go by he/they!
